my mother cheated my feelings. supposed to go shopping to buy new yr clothes, but she went with her friends instead. so she just gave me money and ask me to go with my friends. so horrible. so, i decided to be helpful and went to sch to help out with the cny deco. so pathetic, there was only six of us. anyway i helped to staple to streamers and i hanged some lanterns. so helpful right. then, they started fumigating the sch. we just grabbed our stuff and started running upstairs to find a place to hide. haha. damn smelly. soon., i left. went to chinatown. was suposed to go to my cousin's bday party but i decided to go out with my other cousin. she was in chinatown, and so, i had to meet her there. chinatown sucks, its so big and crowded. and obviously, i was lost. after walking for ard 20 mins, i found my cousin. haha. then went to my grandma's hse somewhere there. i havent been there since last cny. headed off to town after that. i almost bought a chongsam. dont laugh., yes a chongsam. but i didnt buy in the end la. reached town. so gross, i was wearing sch tshirt and berms - walking ard town. ugly. so irritating. whenever i have money, i wont be able to find anything nice. and when im broke, everything just seems to be nice. just bought a skirt, and i have no tops to wear for cny. i better find something on tuesday, if not, i can just gnd. took mrt home after that.

my hse is so flowery now. my mother bought tao hua. and theres so little hua. all haven open..it doesnt look like its gonna open anyway. oh ya. my mother won 6600 in her company's lucky draw yday. its fat and ugly. yay. dont have maths tuition tmr. i told my tuition tcher to come in feb. so no tuition this mth. yay. haha.

yay. i love my blog music. can hear anot? can anyone guess what music this is? i'll give u a prize. haha.

ok the music is damn irritating and horrible. haha but i still like. i'll change it tmr la. bear with it. but its quite nice right. haha.

dont laugh at my blog music. its nice ok. i likeee.

chinese was boring. damn nice to sleep. missteopengsuan was talking throughout the whole pe lesson. she was telling us abt weird stuff. anyway i didnt take pe, so i didnt have to run that 800m. misstan came in and talked to us abt olevels and stuff. i can alr feel the stress and all. she helped us set our target - 12points. haha, impossible. its out of range. and the most ridiculous thing was english - a2. biggest joke ever. after tt missyip came in and she said all of us shd be geting a1 for our english. is she joking or what. i'll be happy to get my 15 points. which is almost impossible. ok whatever. after sch dong abandoned me for cny deco. so we went to eat in tp. went to jayne's hse coffeeshop to eat. went up to her hse after that. fluffy/floofy is so cute! she likes me. haha and she loves licking pple's face. was damn sleepy in her hse. the medicine makes me drowsy. i even slept on the floor. haha. then took bus home after that. what a boring friday. im sleepy again.

cath was boring. was sleeping away. so sian can, confirm alr still have cath. anyway, sch was boring - as usual. yiwen is so mean, she says tt my eyes look like fish eyes. so insulting. haha. first i was a chicken, and now? a fish? just went to the doctor. yay i got mc for p.e tmr. i hate pe, have to run and run. my throat better recover by cny, i need to eat. haha. why do i always fall sick either before or during cny. im always sick at this point of time every yr. sucks. yay its friday tmr. time flies.

yay i added some stuff to my blog. look to ur left. theres the wedding and some outdated photos. have fun looking.

im still sick. im feeling damn sick. im dying. my throat is damn uncomfortable. felt like puking the entire day. just felt sick la. my mouth had a disgusting taste the entire day. anyway i slept from 6 to 9pm. so i just ate my dinner not too long ago. and im still damn sleepy now. i think i have bird flu. they've alr killed all of my relatives. soon, the WHO pple are gonna find me and kill me too.

had physics prac after sch. dong was being damn lame, theres something seriously wrong with her. maybe she has madcowdisease. she was doing super retarded stuff and she bullied me. haha. anyway went chinatown after sch with some of the class pple. they were bargaining like shit. anyway we bought ugly cheena stuff for the deco.

omg dan is so sweet! she left me a msg in her blog. hhahaha. love ya too! i have such nice friends. first mathilda volunteered to carry my bag while walking to sch. then yiwen volunteered carrying my bag twice in chinatown. haha im not tt weak alright. im still strong. haha.

bishan is fuck scary. i just found out my sister got robbed in bishan last week. so scary. and her friend was injured in the robbery, and had to go hospital. my sister didnt tell my parents anything abt the robbery, until my father received the police letter yday. fuck scary la. im damn scared now. im gonna take a taxi home after 10pm now. this reminds me of the bloody bangla incident last week.

didnt go to sch today. had a terrible headacke and fever when i woke up. then took panadol and went back to sleep. after manymany hrs of sleeping, i recovered. so fast right. panadol does wonders. so didnt go see the doctor. anyway, staying at home is boring. theres nothing to do expect eating and sleeping. and i did alot of tt.

IM SICK. the wedding made me sick. i feel like puking. i have a fever.i feel dizzy. i feel weak all over. i dont think im going to sch tmr. ok im gonna sleep soon. i feel terrible. i've never felt so bad in my entire life before. i think i ate too much. all the eating made me sick. so fulll. just came back from my cousin's wedding. shall upload the pics tmr. im fuck full. ate so much. i always take 2 servings. haha. i had 3 servings of sharks fin. yummy. and i feel like puking now after eating the yam paste thing. oh ya i was suposed to bring my history book to study there, but i forgot to bring. i haven even open my book yet. im so gonna pass with flying colours. anyway the food was great. i didnt know i had so many cousins, until we took pics. haha. the wedding so romantic..i likee! haha i wanna get married also. lol. yayy we took manymanymany pics. ok not tt many. and we stole all the roses there. ok not all. i took 13. 13 only what. the roses damn nice and big. im so gonna die tmrrrrrr. oh ya. everyone in sch was commenting abt my ugly black disgusting hair. they're just not used to it la. haha but tts my natural hair colour what. but its disgusting..just like me. it looks just like me, right dong?

woke up feeling dead sleepy. i managed to drag myself out of bed. had ss and chinese test today. ss was ok, but i think i wrote out of point. lucky they nv test japan, i didnt even read thru tt one. chinese was a total disaster. i flunked it. im sucha moron. i thought it was a spelling test. turned out to be a exam-like paper. same format as the normal exam stuff. its the hardest paper i've ever done. and its from monk's hill. i didnt know monk's hill chinese standard was so high. its alot harder than my sch's exam paper. the comprehension was so shitified, i cant understand a shit. argh, how come no one told me it was a exam-like paper. i only learnt how to write the words. cheat my feelings. im so gonna screw it up. anyway gerry is sucha baichi. haha i shall not elaborate. recess was shit funny. dan was damn affected by what dong said. she said "horses give birth damn disgusting one" haha and everyone started laughing like nuts. anyway amaths is shit hard. its damn hard. very difficult. now i know what mrchan meant by "if you cant do secthree amaths, dont think abt passing secfour's amaths." its horrigible. sucks. argh, we have so much hw to do. ss, history, english, chem, chinese and geog. secfour life sucks. i dont think i'll be able to complete my hw. maybe i'll just do english. and we have history test tmr. i haven started reading a shit. and im have to go for wedding dinner later. my wedding dinner. ya im geting married tonight. wanna come? haha. ok i gtg change and everything. update later. k im gonna bring my history book there to study - im a nerd.

sian la. have to go to tt boring sch of mine tmr. i hate schhh. i hate lessons. i have 2 tests tmr. im so gonna flunk my ss. i just read thru and i forgot everything alr. nvm la. anyway i slept for 2 hrs while reading thru my ss. imagine how boring it was. had dinner at home just now. then went to hougang to look as chinesenewyr flowers. but there dont have the taohua tt my mother wants. haha so didnt buy in the end. i hate sch. osama shd just come to my sch and bomb it.

eeeeeeeeyer. gross like anything. i just dyed my hair back. its shittttt black. fuck black. i look so different. fuck black. i've never seen anything so black before. hope it fades of. its shit ugly. i look like some crow. damnn ugly. cant stand my ugly hair. its supose to be naturaldarkbrown but it turned out to be disgustingpureblack. i shd have bought brown or something. yucks. anyway..my neck is damn black too. haha its stained with the hairdye. i look like some beggar who hasnt bathe in years. and the black stains cant come off..its permanent. yuck the more i look at my hair the more i feel like cuting it off. horrible. ok enough. anyway woke up early this morning and went to church. yea since when did i ever become so holy. went for post con. it was boring. b o r i n g. i dont like bible sharing. i cant share. i have nothing to say. lucky bible sharing is only once a mth. i shall not come during all bible sharing then. then went to eat chicken rice after tt. charlotte is a pig. she had 2 plates. me and tif ran in the rain to our bustop after tt. was freezing in the bus. then reached home. was suposed to have maths tuition. but my tcher msged me and said "where are you?" and i realised tt i forgot to tell him tt i shifted hse. haha whoops. it wasnt on purpose. really. you have got to believe me. so in the end i told him to go home and come next week. haha yay no tuition. k shall update later la bye.