fuckfuckfuck. im damn slow in everything. i feel asleep while studying my history! whats new. im nv going to be able to finish studying. theres so much to study! wesley is mad. he said if i get 5 A1s for my midyrs he'll buy me durians. haha thats like a bit...err..out of the question! its way way impossible. 5 C6s would be more possible. aiya die la. i just cancelled my maths tuition again. cus i have to study for ss tmr. i just cancelled it last sunday. i keep on cancelling my tuition! im so gonna flunk my maths. aiyaaaa. stressed. i should start drinking coffee. so i wont fall asleep! ok maybe i'll try that tmr. dieee la exams are on thursday! im like totally not prepared. i've nv been so unprepared for an exam in my entire life! normally at this point of time, im alr like quite prepared and everything. kim what happened to you! aiya dont know also. this midyrs aint gonna be good. dieeee. gonna get back our chinese prelim marks tmr. ok time to sleep. im sleeepy! bye.

im so fulllllllllll. feel like exploding. i love chilli crab cup noodles!
tuesday is always a boring day with double ss and history. but there always machochan to brighten our days up! haha nowadays hes always in a gd mood. maybe he found his chiobu and sexy girl alr. hahaha. no wonderrr. haha hes damn lame and funny la. all of a sudden he became so nice! actually for the past few weeks la. dong and neec didnt come to sch today. actually a lot of pple didnt come to sch! lazy asses! had amaths instead of cme. my brain is like exploding. i cant absorb anymore differentiation + intergration. it sucksss. with trigo too! yuck. grosss. my brain has its own limit, and theres no more space to absorb anymore of those figures. i need a new brain. i need to get a brain transplant! it doesnt seem to be functioning anymore. my ear is damn pain!!! i think got some kind of infection or dont know what shit inside my ear la. its some internal thing! its deep deep deep down inside my ear! its damn pain and uncomfortable. i think im going to be deaf soon. i think my eardrum is going to burst soon. aiya heck la i cant be bothered to go to the doctor. so mahfan. i dont want to be deaf! i still need to take my olevels listening and orals! aiya whats wrong with me! everything doesnt seems to be going the right way. my body seems to be rusty! it'll break down any time. maybe its time for me to leave the world! i dont want to die so soon! i havent enjoyed myself! after sch went to see machochan and he helped us clear our doubts! haha so helpful! cabbed home with the usual people. forever one la.

i wasted my time yday. i took like 3 hrs to read through one chapter! one! im damn slow. i cant even remember everything that i read through. watched tv until eye pain yday! haha. adrianne won! ok time to study again. byebye. im sick and tired of studying! my life is boring! i hate studying! i hate sch!

if i were a butterfly,
i'd thank you lord for giving me wings.
if i were a robin in a tree,
i'd thank you lord that i could sing.
if i were a fish in the sea,
i'd wiggle my tail and i'd giggle with glee,
but i just thank you father for making me, me.

cus you gave me a heart and you gave me a smile,
you gave me jesus and you made me your child,
but i just thank you father for making me, me.

if i were an elephant
i'd thank you lord, by raising my trunk.
if i were a kangaroo,
i'd hop hop hop right up to you.
if i were an octopus,
i'd thank you lord for my good looks.
but i just thank you father for making me, me.

if i were a wiggly worm,
i'd thank you lord that i could squirm.
if i were a crocodile,
i'd thank you lord for my great smile.
if i were a fuzzy, wuzzy bear,
i'd thank you lord for my fuzzy, wuzzy hair.
but i just thank you father for making me, me.

today is the day!

yesyes! today is the day im going to start studying! yesyes. later after i blog. i hope. hope i dont fall asleeeep! aiya im so dead. almost everyone have alr started studing. im lagging behind! nvm i'll catch up! haha. but im sleeeepyyyy. my eyes are closing. i must studyyyy! this is the first time i started studying like so late. normally i start quite early one leh! what happened to me. i dont feel like studying!

had some geog quiz. haha seems like some pple have alr started studying! yesyes, missactcute has officially joined my hate club! wah got a lot of pple inside alr. im popular what. hahahaha. got back our chinese paper one. haha quite ok la. at least i passed. my average is higher now. but its still damn lousy! aiya i better study hard for my o's. hopefully my listening and oral will pull me up higher! haha we'll know our results on wednesday la. cabbed home with the usual pple.

ahh i dont feel like studying! not fair. my sister is enjoying her life. she just sits on the sofa and laze ard the whole day. while i have to study! haha. ok la im going to study now! byeeeee! aiya. but today is a teeeweee day! 7pm channel 8 got new show. 9pm got show. 10pm got show 10.30 got show! oeiroweriuytiohwopuweri!

DIEEEEE LA. FUCK. I HAVE TO STUDY.
aiya. i know im going to do badly for midyrs la. nvm i'll study hard for prelims and o's! haha my sister said thats shes going to train me! she wants me to go to my grandma's hse so that i can get away from all the distractions! haha ya maybe i shd. hahahahhaa!

aiya i wasted my weekend again! kim you need to study! study! you have to study! you'll do badly if u dont study! ok im going to start studying from tmr onwards! dont try and stop me. haha. im not going to go out next weekend too. i will go home right after church.

went for postcon. haha hmmmmmm hahahahhhaahhaha. damn funny la. got rumour going on. abt haha and haha. its trueee! haha i shall not blurt out anything. they sang nice songs! then had some intercessory thing. francis almost made me pray for samsee! but i didnt know what to say. so scary ok. at first i didnt want to. but i finally agreed la. but luckily no more time so i didnt have to pray. then went to ahseah to eat. then went to heartland mall. went to popular cldnt find samyeo's bk. then went to arcade. took bus to hougang mall. we made a big round! cldnt find samyeo's bk there too. haha her bk is extinct la! cant find it anywhere! the gameone shop there rocks. they sell all the nicenice ff stuff. im going to go there tonight and rob the shop. hougang mall change colour leh! its orange! i always thought it was green. then we sent samyeo home and we took a bus to spencer's hse. we spent like most of our time in the bus! the bus kept on going round and round the same place. took the wrong direction la. then went up for a while to watch him play ffx. his dogs are damn cute! pepper and salt! hahaha. wah his hse animal farm la. got two luohan one bird millions of goldfish two dogs. haha mad! anyway i love watching pple playing ff! haha its damn entertaining. maybe cus i cant play and im lousy thats why i like to watch pple play. haha. then my father came to pick me up. the gate cldnt open! so i had to squeeze through the gate! haha luckily i didnt get stuck or it'll be damn embarrassing.

haha both my mother and sister are mad! they went for the saturday night fever thing and they cldnt stop singing and dancing in the car. haha the musical sounds nice! i want to go too! not fair. my mother said she wants to sign up for the saturdaynightfever dancing class. gosh i cant imagine! hahahahahahaha! went to long beach at marina south! haha its the restaurant 5566 always go to. haha guess who i saw! rebecca! haha i bet she dragged her family to long beach too. haha expected la. BLACK PEPPER CRABS! hahahahahahhaha damn yummmmy! i love it. they gave us free desserts cus their service was lousy. then went to parkway parade just to get my sister's watch. ahhhhhhhh fuck la exams are coming! i haven started studying! im so dead. ok i'll start tmr! tata.

i want to connect my ps2! my mother doesnt allow me to connect it to the tv outside. she insists that it'll spoil the tv! argggh. or maybe she just doesnt want me to play. oh ya i had a retarded dream last night. i dreamt that my whole family was in j8. then i went to see some energy thing. then kunda was skateboarding and he was holding some gas thing. he fell down and the whole thing exploded! then the whole of junction eight exploded! but i didnt die! the rest of my family didnt die too. haha its damn scary ok! it felt so real!