SATURDAY.

HAPPY BDAY MELSIE! wo ai ni!

i have such understanding group members! haha was supposed to do history project. but my grp members are damn thoughtful! they thought abt my future with niunai! im so touched. so they let me que for the autograph session instead. but i'll still have to do my part of the project. anyway im insignificant right!

neec and dong stayed over. they left in the morning. reached city hall mrt at 9.40. so early ok! i woke up at 7.15. i only slept for 3 pathetic hrs! was damn sleeepy. almost died. reached there and waited for jayne. walked to funan IT mall met caroline and she let us in. soon we cld move inside. i did my maths tuition hw while queing! for once. at least im not wasting my time. then gerry sam vivien came. we made fake stamps. haha. shh. and energy went to funan IT mall to eat sakae sushi! haha of all places, they choose to come to a place where all their fans are. anyway i didnt get to see them. we ran all over the place. from level 4 to the carpark to the supermarket. haha but we missed them la. then queque waited until ard 8+. they finallllllly came! FAINTS. so crowded. luckily i was standing on the barricade. or my whole view would be blocked. yes im short. they sang one song and started the autograph session. signed 2 albums. haha first was ahdi. i said " ahdi ni lei bu lei?" then he replied " bu lei!" haha. unlike xiezhi, the last time i asked him that, he said " hai hao." it sounded like he cldnt be bothered. anyway i told ahdi to "jiayou" and "xiao xing ni de yao". he said "xiexie." haha. i wonder if he can recognise me from the last time. i think i scared him the last time cus i said " ahdi wo ai ni. wo zhen de hen ai ni!" haha but i didnt say it this time ok! i figured out that i shd stop scaring him. anyway i've lost interest in him. i wldnt say something i dont mean to him. then next was kunda. i told him to "jiayou" and i cant rem the rest. he said "xiexie"i think i said "ni hao shuai". then next was niunai!!!! HAHAHAHA. i cldnt stop waving! then he waved back! he said "hello" and i said "hello" too! haha he wave damn cute. then i told him to "jia you" and i said "niunai wo ai ni!". and guess what he said! haha he said "xiexie" and "wo ye ai ni!" and he gave his cuteee bugsbunnyteeth smile! omgnesssss. it totally melted my heart ok! last time i said wo ai ni to ahdi so many times he just smilesmile and said "xiexie". niunai rocks la. then i waved and said "byebye" to him. and he waved and said "byebye back". next was shuwei. i said "hello" and "jiayou". he said "xiexie" and i cant rem the rest. im so happpppy! i love niunai. he made it my day! then we went to the second floor to see them. cldnt get a clear view so went to the third floor. we kept on shouting for them. shuwei and niunai kept on looking up ok! but shuwei looked up more often. niunai is damn cute! cldnt stop shouting his name. he looked damn cute when he looked up to wave! then another time when we shouted for him he did the "peace" sign! so cute! then went down to the second floor. it was geting late alr. abt 10+. they wanted to leave. so i shouted "niunai zai jian!" i didnt expect him to hear or anything. but he looked up at me and wave! hahahahha. i didnt the shouting all by myself ok. power voice. haha. i loveeeee niunai!

yay i can see them again tmrrrrrrr! bowling and handshake session with them! im broke. i bought 2 albums alr. have to buy another one tmr. that makes it three in total. and i persuaded my mother to pay for one album. i have to pay the rest by myself. im brokeee. i have no money left for the hols. im so glad i signed two albums! its worth it. haha. niunai is damn cute. he draw heart shape beside their signature. and on top of his head on the other album. ok time to sleep bye! im fuck broke but im HAPPY!

FRIDAY.

thx yvette! i love youuuuuuu! thx for geting me the energy mediacorp tickets. its darnnn nice! thx.

sch was boring. emaths test was horror. didnt take pe. bad flu. haha. cant rem the rest. my memory's failing me again! oh no. cabbed down to mediacorp after sch. warrrao. so many pple. we just made it under the shelter. we made nice friends who helped us looked after our bags while we went to thomson plaza to have our lunch. then went back queque. then let us in at abt 7pm. energy only came out at 8 plus. haha i tellll youuuu! niunai is sucha hunk! my superman. hahahhaha. anyway its darn funny. cus everyone screamed too loud. then cldnt hear their voices. so they had to dance and sing all over again! haha shiok. then they played some game. so irritating can! me and vivien shouted for niunai so many times!!! and he kept on waving to the other side! =/. they dance sing and all damn niceee. you'll just melt. gossh. u shd see their muscles. its....woah. all of them have a darrrn nice body. damn sexae i swear! love itt. then soon the mini concert ended. they're gonna show it on 2nd june. haha u all can go spot me! just spot 2 blue things. cus we were wearing sch uniform. anyway the last part damn nice! me and vivien went down and we shouted and screamed for niunai! then he finally saw us! then he waved and he was so happppy! but of course! haha. then we continued shouting and he give that kind of "i know" look. hahahah damn cute! gossssssssssh. then we went down the steps and wave to him again! and he wave back at us! hahahha. ok enough. i had to take a cab home after that. cus dong threatened to crush my poster if i wasnt at home by 11. so eviiil! anyway thx for helping me buy the cddd! and thank you yvetttte!!!

went home bathed changed. dong and neec came. dressed-up and took a cab to boat quay. we were siting at coffee bean cus there were so policemen ard. in the end we decided to go to mm. the music on friday is much better than on sat. drank and danced. was damn sleepy. cus i queued up for the whole bleeding day. my throat is in serious pain now. screamed too much. i need pipagao. damn tirrred. cldnt tahan so left and took a cab home.

last day sitting with cheryl! haha i'll missss her! u better miss me tooo! i've learnt alot from you girl!

i love energyyyy! yay can see them again tmr.

im so sexciteddddddddd! i just cant wait for tmr!
i loveeee milk.

KIM IS HAPPPPPY. =D. nothing can spoil my mooood! i cant breathe! suffocating! breathe in...breathe out. wheeeeeeeeeeee.

just ate dinner. its like how late alr. tts cus i just reached home. anyway i went to junctioneight to seeee... haha guess who. secret. saw alottt of familiar faces! alotalot.

i seriously cant rem what i did in sch. i forgot everything. i can only remember that we solved our class seating arrangement. what else did i do in sch? oh no my memory's failing me again. ok we had feeseecs and everyone was staring to get horny again. whenever mrchan draws a thermometer or a testtube, everyone just gets high. haha. oh ya. i passsed my feeeeseeeecs test! im darrrrn happy! i dont have to copy 3 chapters of the textbk anymore! i got 17/25! haha. yay im so happppppy. although my marks arent high. ok let me try and recall what else happened in sch. forget it i cant rem. yiwen father fetched me home after sch. thx uncle! had tuition. played gb. oh ya! im a chick no more! i've promoted to a wooooden hammer! haha qb u cant laugh at me now. but i rather be a chick. haha.

here comes the nice part. went to junctioneight. met gerry and jayne, sam arrived a few minutes later. then wait for abt 2 hrssss, and energggggy came! walao long time nv see them alr! i miss them! i hate myself. i forgot to bring my cam. stupid me. and we were so close to them! knnn. how can i forget. cld have taken nice shots! anyway im damn barbaric. i was siting on the barricades. haha. but im not usually like that alright, only when it comes to this kind of stuff. at least i wasnt in my sch uniform! i've learnt my lesson from the last time. watched them play bball. they play so darrrrn good. they're pros! shuwei is damn gd. niunai's hair is a bit weird. he look so girly..but i like. haha. he looks like a typical singaporean beng. i likke. sexy what. shuwei is retarded! he kept on hugging them. then they took off their shirtsss! ahahahhaha i swear niunai's body is damn niceeee! u shd see his muscles.....its solid hard! hes so sexxxae! then when they were walking out i only managed to touch ahdi's arm. i cldnt even find niunai. it was too chaotic. alottt of pple fell. luckily i didnt fall. we ranranran. ran until dont know where. then we had to run pass the muddy field! gosh i swear it was disgusting! my feet was practically sinking in the mud! and while running, my slipper flew off. haha i had to find my slipper in the dark! haha loser. then they went to some construction site thing. then i saw a girl looking through a hole and shouting. so i pushed her away. whooops. told u im barbaric. haha. then i saw them! haha and i shouted niunai..then he turned and waved at meeeeee! hahahahaha. ok whatever. big deal.then they left. the tv news came to interview the fans. god imagine if they interviewed me. i'll just hide my face for the rest of my life.

shittttttttt. i want to go for their autograph session on sat! but everyone will kill me. im supposed to do project in the morning and go out at night. howww. cheryl and vivien will kill me for not doing project. dong and neec will KILL me for not going out. fuccck. all of u are depriving me! arggggggggh. fuck la i really want to go for the autograph session. how. cry. kimkimkim you suck. you're supposed to stop all these nonsense. what happpened. ah fuck. fuckedup. im supposed to concentrate on my studies! not them! heck. yayyy tmr can seeee them again!

i learnt my lesson - nv ever play gb with qb.

schs quite boring. as usual. we have test like almost everyday. had singing sessions. getting bored of it. they're gonna change our placess. i better learn to appreciate cheryl before we shift. they're evil. like it'll ever be beneficial. after we change our places, i'll have no one to sing to. boring. i bet the pple ard me will just ask me to shut up and stop singing. mrtan pls let the light shinee. remember what we said. chinese exams are comingg. i dont think theres any time during the march hols for any form of revision. had feeseecs prac after sch. some test thing. i was the firstt to finish. haha. the graph made my eyes twinkle. heavy rain again. we tried calling for a cab, but the lines were all busy. spent like 20 mins calling for the bloody cab. and i hate lightning. called my father in the end. the road outside sch was flooded with muddy water. so gross. then vivien cheryl and yiwen came over. ate played gb played ff8. they're trying to steal squall away from me now! i shdnt have played. haha. anyway squall is mine! dont try and break us apart, cus its impossible! stopp dreaming in wonderlanddd, face reality. haha. vivien likes niunai too. hes mine ok pleaseee. go take ur luozhixiang. dont touch niunai. i swear they're damn irritating! they kept on doing FAT actions. anyway they got their retribution. they missed the shuttle bus. haha serve you right. and when they were downstairs they were still doing the fat action. so mean ok. my gb improvedd! at least i dont commit suicide anymore. thats a great relief.

i fleeew back to singapore this morning! made it just in time for school. i miss taiwan. i miss jay. he paid for my airticket leh. singapore airlines - first class. vivien and cheryl still doesnt believe me. well its true.

bowl head didnt come today. mr armstrong didnt come too. he deprived us of cme! cheat my feelings. anyway, as usual, i sang non-stop in class again. and vivien is the only one who seems to appreciate my singing! haha she kept on asking me to sing for her. i bet cheryl and sharlene are gonna chop off my tongue if i continue singing tmr. at least vivien still can tahan my chicken voice. i wanna go ktvvv. ktvv i like. nvm, hols are coming. and once again, we started carolling. its like a daily routine. haha. history and ss was boring. kept on falling asleep. and now they're gonna change our seating arrangements. it totally sucks. they're gonna put me in some sleepy corner where i'll be even more sleepy. its seriously gonna work out u know, mrs almighty. why must we even change our place. most of the us are happy with where we are right now. theres no need for any switching, mrsselfcentred.

police and thief is a nice show. its darrrn funny. go and watch light yrs! its bleeding nice. u shd watch next week. randall tan is so gonna melt your heart. goshhh cant wait. remember to watchhh next tuesday at nine. i lovee tuesdays.

im back in singapore! missed me?

ru guo shuo fen shou
shi ku tong de qi dian
na zai zhong dian zhi qian
wo yuan yi zai ai yi bian
xiang yao dui ni shuo de
bu gan shuo de ai
hui bu hui you ren ke yi ming bai

wo hui fa zhe dai
ran hou wang ji ni
jie zhe jing jing bi shang yan
xiang zhe na yi tian
hui you ren dai ti
rang wo bu zai xiang nian ni
wo hui fa zhe dai
ran hou wei wei xiao
jie zhe jing jing bi shang yan
you xiang le yi bian
ni wen rou de lian
zai wo wang ji zhi qian

xing li de yan lei
mo hu le shi xian
ni yi kuai kan bu jian.

wheeeeeeee. i just arrived in taiwan! im using jay's com now! his com is damn nice i swear. his wallpaper is a pic of me! =). he paste posters of himself all over his room. so thick skin. haha. and hes safe and sound. he said that he doesnt have bone cancer. its just the media talking cock. or maybe hes just lying to me. im taking the morning flight back to singapore tmr. supposed to stay here for the rest of my life, but jay wants me to go back to sg. not bcus he doesnt want to see me. but its bcus he wants me to go back and study! so sweet right. he said after i finish my o's i can go to taiwan and spend my life with him! he got a shock when he saw me ok! he was damn happy. hahahahahahhaha. he said im better than vivien, gerry and cheryl, who were his exs. =D. and he said im his only true love! hahahaha. its true its true.

oh ya. last night they showed land before time on disney channel! i love that show!

IM ON THE AIRPLANE NOW.

cheryl: thx for giving me ur jay card. you're giving it to me right? haha. im sure he enjoys being kept in my wallet better than urs! haha.

i love gui ji! sang by jay, of course. im back to jay again! after a year. no more 5566 and energy. hes was supposed to have a concert! but dont know what happened. gui ji rocks! its stuck in my head! its a bleeding fucking nice song! the lyrics are damn sweeet too. go download it! anyway i changed my blog music again! its gui ji now! if u can hear.

had thanksgiving mass. thx ubrina for lending me ur back to lie on. it was damn comfortable. i was sleeping away. we missed two lessons. good. shangpian told us bad news! she told us that jay had bone cancer! walao all the jay fans in my class almost died. i hope its like some kind of rumour. how can he have bone cancer! maybe he too long nv see me alr, thats why he have bone cancer. haha. i swear vivien and cheryl are damn retarded. after hearing the cancer news, i told them that i was going to taiwan to take care of jay so i said bye and walked out of class. actually i was going to gerry's class to tell gerry and sam abt the news. then seconds later i saw two retards running towards me, carrying my bag and wallet. they were like "eh kim u forgot to bring ur luggage and ur wallet!" retarded can. and they dumped my bag and wallet on the floor at the corridor. oh ya. when i reached sch, i taught everyone the pharaoh song with the actions. the bloody song is stuck in my head.

pharaoh pharaoh (whooo whooo)
whooo baby
let my people go
uh-huh uh-huh
yeayeaaaa.

haha i learnt it from youth charge yday! charmaine taught me the actions this morning. and all of us knows how to sing it now. plus we invented another song:

neepur neepur (whooo whooo)
whooooo nehneh
let my neepur go
uh-huh uh-huh
yeayeaaaa.

hahaha the song rocks. i loveeee this song. i think everyone was damn irritated with me during english. i was their radio for more than half an hour. we were supposed to do our english. but my singing disturbed them! haha. i was singing jay/5566/energy songs non-stop. haha i bet they enjoyed my singing! poor cheryl, who sat beside me and had to tahan my horrible singing. damn fun singing jay songs ok. esp long juan feng with the actions. then after recess we started carolling. haha dong and neec echo damn funny. all the wrong words! haha. i lovee christmas carols. the rain was damn heavy today! typhoon! can u believe it. the rain and wind was so strong that the bigbig tree in our sch fell! and the whole shelter collapsed! terrrrible. after sch we started carolling again. damn fun. took 156 home with vivien. shes shit retarded.

im on the airplane now on my way to visit jay. brought my laptop. tt explains why im online. boarded the 4.55pm flight. my flight was supposed to be at 3.30. but it got delayed cus of the heavy rain. hope i'll make it back in sch by tmr. im taking china airlines, no money la. anyway china airlines sucks, its damn shaky. the food sucks too. im gonna give him a surprise! i bet he'll recover once he sees me! 4 more hrs! then i'll arrive in taiwan! i bet jay will be damn touched! haha. im going to stay there to take care of jay for the rest of my life! hope the bone cancer thing isnt true! i cry. im gonna ask him to sing gui ji for me live when i see him! haha. dont worry, i'll help you all record it. and vivien, i wont help u say hi to jay.

wheeeee.
woke up early and went for morning mass, followed by postcon. eh its not postcon, its youth charge. hmm quite alot of people. it was quite boring thou, most of the time, we just sat there and listened. actually, we didnt listen. we were busy taking pics of ourselves. self-obsessed. the only fun part was the singing part. the band rocked. the guitarist and the drummer were damn punk. the drum seems damn fun to play. i kept on looking at it the whole time. its like can anyhow hit. ok i guess not. me and sam passed up our camp forms. it looks as though only the both of us are going for the retreat camp. went for lunch at ahseah. we cldnt stop talking abt the fact the brendan wanted to ---- ahem's arse. i vill slarp ur face brendan. ate talked bitched and went home. took a bus with sam. we were busy talking at the busstop, which resulted in us missing 156. the bus just happily drove past by us. wow. sam taught me something new - peeppeep, peep-peep and peep-peep. haha im sure u cant figure out whats that. only me and sam knows. haha. reached home, had maths tuition. i didnt do my hw again. whats new. not as if i've done it before. watched unbeatables after that. didnt go for the evening jog with them. i loveee unbeatables. its a knowledgeable show ok. i just finished studying for the other half of the chinese test tmr. i can go play my gb now. its time to make improvements. i need to improve on my patheeetic skills. tata. i simply just love sundaysss!