haha, im working hard now. and i just finished working. im trying to earn back the 100bucks i lost. and i just earned 10bucks from wrapping four christmas presents for my mum haha. see im hardworking! 90bucks more to go. i wish i had more cousins, then can wrap more and earn more.

SOMEONE PLEASE SHOOT ME NOW
fuck la i lost my fucking wallet again. i feel like dying my ezlink card inside, buspass, and 100bucks. shoot me now. fuck la fuckfuckfuck. why am i so fucking careless. i want my money. today is fucking suay la. im sad angry depressed everything you name it. i haven even finished my shopping spree and i lost it. still supposed to go wisma, i haven bought my slippers and belt! bloody fuck. i'll fucking kill that person who stole my wallet, voodoo doll or whatever. better dont let me see your ugly face. lets hope someone will return it, but i doubt so. i dont even know where i lost it, most probably in dcp. haiya dont know what to do. i carry bag also lose wallet, dont carry bag also lost wallet. i think i better attach a chain to my wallet, or carry a pouch. ok im going to wear a pouch around my waist. style what.

SUPPOSED TO WORK TODAY. but apparently my father didnt receive my message, so he left the house without me and my cousins worked instead. fuck deprive me of earing money. and if i worked i wldnt have lost my wallet. walao if i knew earlier then i cld have stayed over at gerrys hse and play mahjong! fuck. i need money la, christmas is coming. anyway i had so many different kind of weird dreams haha damn weird la. nicola woke up me up at 11 and we decided to meet at 2. but i went back to sleep, luckily the newsweek guy called me and i woke up at 1. met nicola at like 3.20 in the end haha. er went to zara. AND, fuck. haha after i came out from the changing room i realised my wallet wasnt with me, and i went out and i found it on the floor under the shirts. luckily my money was still inside. fucking suay la, maybe im just meant to lose my wallet. where got lose wallet two times in a day, so suay. luckily i haven make my ic yet, i'll cry. luckily my father haven duplicate the key for me. like hello, i just lost my wallet less than a month ago. i hate myself. anyway, watched national treasure! its fucking nice! good show you shd watch it! so interesting and quite thrilling! went to monster after that, and went to heeren. this is the fucking part when i lost my wallet. walked like all over. forget it la. went back to meridien, went to monster and went upstairs to find my mum after that. cabbed home.

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh im sad. i miss my wallet. nvm the person can have a good laugh at my ezlink photo and i hope you donate my money to charity or something. or maybe the person will get a heart attack after seeing my ezlink photo and hopefully he'll die and i'll get my wallet back.

yay im happy! im posted to cjc! my first choice! im proud to be a cj student! haha but i regret not choosing science stream. cus tricia got the same as me and she got into science stream. im dumb leh i put arts for all. anyway i shd be glad la. but now everyone's not going to cj, pang seh me. so many people going yishun. i only got triciatan and yiwen. but nvm la go there can make new friends. how nice if everyone cld go to the same jc. anyway in the morning damn scary, i went online at like 11plus and i didnt dare to check my results. i took like more than half an hour before i logged on to the website. damn scary when i saw the word "catholic" i was like phew! haha. anyway im quite lucky cus i think my score was the cut off point before they random picked the rest. thank god. if i had to appeal, i doubt they'll accept me cus i cant contribute anything to the sch hahahahha. maybe only noise.

today is a long day. anyway met jason and jj at monster. i was like 50 minutes late hahahaha. played pool haha was fucking funny. played eight games i lost one haha. jason is damn gay la hahahha damn funny all his shots. anyway they followed me shopping after that, haha damn fun leh follow me everywhere like my bodyguard haha. thanks ar. sat down at orange julius after that, taking retarded photos hahahha. went to visit honky at heeren nydc after that. haha he work like relaxing like that haha. saw the rest of them too, then went back to monster. haha uncle damn bastard, i dont know how he know so much things. so scary someone must be telling him everything haha. wah they kept on bastarding me until i really got nothing to say. then met paul bel markow martin there haha and paul's jokes are retarded. the passport joke isnt funny at all. haha cheryl and vivien finally came after that, i waited so long for them! played pool and walked over to taka to "fetch" yiwen. haha the small boy was like so haha no comments. the mother nv do anything. then walked over to shaw to meet dong and pei. went for prata at thomson after that! and they served me a fucking black prata. and i complained and after that i found a strand of short curly hair in my plaster prata. yuck la but i didnt complain, i ate it la, but of cus i took out the hair. haha damn sick.

ahhh i have to wake up at 7am tmr to work. ahhh nvm i'll just think of the money haha. yay more shopping tmr =D. i love!

thursday.
wah so scary! tmr is the 17th! good luck for those n level people, you'll do well la! eeee pae results tmr. hope i can make it into cjc, if not srjc. if i get into yishun or something, i rather not go haha. anyway im dumb i only chose arts stream, shd have put science too. i feel like waking up at 10am to check my results, haha see first la. lets all pray! hope everyone can go cjc, then it'll be damn fun!

didnt go to work today. haha bloody hell shd have went, my dad paid my cousin 60bucks for easy work. haha but nvm. im still working now, im picking up my dad's calls. he divereted his phone to mine, so im like picking up his calls for more than 3 days. and everytime i pick up, im supposed to say "hello hard knocks college" haha but i nv say hahahaha. so embarrassing what if my friend calls hahahahahha. and i dont know what to say most of the time, i just stone for a while haha. and tmr sure got a lot of calls in the morning, but il have an idea. i'll put my phone on silent and call them back when i wake up hahahahaha. and i'll be out after that. eeee but i dont know what to say haha. so fun can earn money when i stay at home and go out. go town still can earn money leh haha!

whooo im going to work for my dad on saturday. crazy i have to wake up at like 7am and work until 5pm. but nvm, its easy work haha. and can earn cash!
ok wtf my father just say i no need to pick up his calls cus hes using his voicemail.....i want my money! so i just typed that whole chunk for nothing haha. nvm la still got saturday.

ok i think im blogging too long. but im enjoying typing everything out hahahahha

anyway andrew came over in the afternoon, and i like just woke up haha. gross la he was downloading all the rubbish haha. he left after that and i watched hai tun wan lian ren. xiaogang is getting fucking handsome each time i see him haha. then met dong and dan at shaw after that. wah long time nv see dan. haha she said im skinnier..hur yea right hahahahhahaha. my jeans is like from 24 to 25 to 26 hahahahahha yes yes im skinnnier. and i've been eating rubbish. walked ard im pissed. whenever i have money everything is gone. whats new right. hate it. all those stuff i want to buy is gone! anyway i still cant get over the perfume thing i feel like buying deep red haha. shdnt have bought intense bloody fuck haha nvm la dont waste money. then walked ard and the most retarded and funny thing happened. oh they saw mrtan and his wife at topshop. ok thats not what im talking abt. jamie's dad called her and told her to leave town bcus of something. later they found out that her dad's friend is a cid and got some info that something wld happen in orchard road. so jamie and natchoy cabbed home immediately. question mark right. hahahahhhaha i was like in shock. they were so scared haha! then dong was also scared but i wasnt. haha see im brave, im not as cowardly as you think. btw they wasted 7.50 cus we already bought movie tickets. hahahahhaa. so me and dong watched oceans twelve with two empty seats beside us. anyway the movie is catch no balls, i didnt understand anything hahahahhaha. dong didnt understand too, we're stupid.

anyway dong was buying popcorn..
woman: sweet or salted?
dong: sweeted.

haha this is a result of not going to sch for a long time.

btw note to jamie and natchoy: we're still alive and kicking. thanks for you concern!

oh ya today is embarrassing.

i slipped so many times, luckily i didnt fall. haha and i banged straight into a wall in bishan mrt, i hope no one saw haha. but i think its quite obvious. haha and im blind. i bought i weekly instead of 8days, and i dont understand anything haha. die go jc still need to study chinese.

oh ya and at singapore changi airport, the woman said i needed to change my passport photo hahahahahha.

hello! stayed at home the whole day! for once, haha first day i stayed at home ever since o levels ended! haha watched hai tun wan lian ren the whole day, haha xiaogang is damn cute! hahahha im so in love with him! his character damn cute! hahahhah although hes like damn bad but hes damn sweet! whooooooooooo still got 10 more disc hahahhahaha then played computer games but always halfway shutdown. haha spent one hour in front of the mirror cutting my fringe! hhahahah i cut a lot nv cut for a long time alr. and my sis was like coaching me how to cut it haha i think its too short and ugly now. who cares, it'll grow and still be ugly anyway haha. talking to jamie and dong now damn fun! hahahahahhahahaha laugh until i wanna die

i swear i'll fucking kill blogspot. i type so long and the whole thing just disappeared! fuck fuck
so i have to type the whole thing again.....boring...

hello im back!
im still alive!
i didnt die!

home sweet home!
i miss home!

aiya fucking irri to type the whole thing again! i forget what to say already haha. ok bangkok was fun! but damn polluted, unhealthy to stay there too long. and we dont have pictures! thats cus our digi cam is spoilt. so we only have a disposable cam hahahahha. dont laugh la its better than nothing. anyway i ate so much in bangkok, i see my fats popping out everywhere, i feel them wobbling when i walk. the things there damn cheap! but when its accumulated together, its damn ex. i bought like 670 bucks worth of goods altogether hahhahaha. thats how much i shopped! my sis spent more, my mum spent the least. i guess she doesnt go for cheap shopping. anyway so many people thought i was thai, hahahahah. hoi hoi thai girls are pretty okay! oh and i met a transexual when i was at the facial place. shes damn pretty, but when she started talking...errr. and theres a lot of handsome thai guys! i saw sooooooo many! all fucking good looking! anyway we stayed at the emporium suite. damn convinient! its connected to emporium shopping centre and just beside the skytrain station.

friday.
airport lounge! damn shiok haha SQ rocks! ate so much, both in the lounge and on board. the take off damn scary! so loud and all! cus we were sitting just next to the engines. but not much turbulence during the flight. but still scary! two years nv fly already! landing damn scary also! so fast like its going to crash! but it was a smooth landing. and when we were landing my fucker sis had to tell me that recently, a budget airline flight broke into half when it was landing. haha i was damn scared okay! anyway reached bangkok at like 11pm. went to the hotel and slept.

saturday.
woke up early for hotel breakfast. went to the weekend market after that. chait tuk chait (dont know how to spell) haha. damn crowded and hot! left after two hours, cus my mum wanted to leave! i haven even finish walking ard and i haven finish buying my stuff! so many things to buy! damn cheap and can bargain a lot hahaha. went back to the hotel and went to emporium. at at sumo, some jap restaurant. salmon sashimi rocks! anyway all the surf brands all so ex, like so much more ex than singapore. but they have much more designs. went to times square after that but its boring. haha dinner at basil in sheraton hotel. haha thai food, fucking nice! their tom yam goong is the best! durian cheesecake! sambal kangkong! all damn nice haha but ex la. ate so much, forced all the food down my throat cus its so nice, full also must continue eating! haha felt like dying after that, damn full. cldnt even walk properly. haha went to the night market nearby after that, again my mum wanted to leave hahaha.

sunday.
missed hotel breakfast, too lazy to wake up. haha. went to siam! siam centre first, haha i dont like the shops there. but my mum and sis like, somemore they stayed there so long. ate at zen - no good. expensive and not nice at all. haha persuaded them to go siam square after that. i walked ard my own, cus it'll take forever with them. they walk so slow and they stay so long in one shop! and their kind of shops is different from mine. there got so many nice small small shops! went back to our hotel after that and went to suan lom night market. lumphini i think. left after two hours. dinner at 10pm haha cus before that all fully booked. ate at the state tower - suricco. haha 64th floor. open air dining! haha but its western food, and got live singing and all. the food nice la, but its the most expensive meal so far. i ate lamb. but the atmosphere is nice, can see all the stars and its so high up! quite scary. all the people there dress so nice, except me. cant be bothered la. and all of them have nice digi cam, except us - disposable cam hahahhahaha. tried drinking lychee martini and cosmopolitian. haha damn strong la didnt drink much. went back to the hotel.

monday.
didnt wake up for hotel breakfast again. was sleeping! anyway went for facial there. haha so fun! they put so many things on my face and all! haha damn funny i kept on laughing when she was massaging my body. damn ticklish la! and she was laughing at me too haha. nice experience! went to mbk after that. i like mbk! but its so big, so easy to get lost. ate at yum saap. had tom yam noodles quite nice la and damn cheap. like 2 bucks for a bowl haha. met markow there after that! hahahah so fun! holiday still can shop with friends! walked ard with him like for two hours. had to leave after that cus my mum and sis doesnt like mbk haha. anyway i received my first christmas present from mark! thanks ar hahaha. he damn irri la take so long to choose his present, i chose so many nice pink things for him he dont want haha. anyway i didnt reach my goal of having ten shopping bags at the end of two hours. went back to the hotel after that. shopped at emporium. after another two hours we went for dinner nearby at lemon grass. haha thai food, cheap and not so nice. tried the singapore sling or slink dont know which one la! haha taste like panadol damn gross!

tuesday.
haha so sad! time to leave! left the hotel at like 11.30am. the SQ lounge at bangkok not nice haha. this time take off and landing not so scary anymore. watched sharks tale on board. i miss my home! unpacked and my maid is going to have a hard time washing our clothes haha. and my room stinks!

read sunday's newpaper. either sunday times or the life section. haha they featured my house! haha.