sat.
woke up for chem lessons. haha i spent like 15 minutes walking to the busstop under the hot sun. and when i reached, i realised i forgot to bring my wallet. haha was damn fucked up! but luckily i saw xian wei at the busstop! haha thanks for lending me money. reached school and chem lessons were quite boring. went home changed and went monstercue. vaddafark whole day go there. i should ban myself from there. nic came after a while, played for one hour plus(only) haha and went for mass. met jayne at dhobyghaut mrt station after that and went to indoorstadium for zhangshanwei's and panweibo's concert. haha at first we thought we boarded the wrong bus, cus they changed the route after the nicoll highway thing.

anyway our seats were damn nice! pa block, third row from the stage. haha i could seeeeee everything! i saw xiaochun, hes still fucking cute! hes a bloody good dancer, every concert also will see him. the concert lasted for 3 hours, and it was fucking good! anyway both weibo and shanwei cried! so sad. and there was one part which was damn fucked up. one girl from each of their fanclubs went on stage and they held their hands, hugged them, kiss them and sang together! vaddafark can. got present somemore! and they sang to them like, right in their face! so much eye contact! i can see the current! walao not fair, i want also. luckily i dont really like them, if not i'll cry. walao im fucking jealous, and so was everyone else. i'll probably throw something at them too. and the present shanwei gave that girl was so nice! a giant monkey! its even bigger than her. my throat hurts, screamed too much. my arm hurts too, waved too much. hahahahhaa. anyway the concert rocks! weibo sing live damn nice! he sang "right here waiting" damn niceeeeeee. but he broke down into tears halfway, poor thing! shanwei also broke down into tears. i guess they're damn happy to celebrate their bday their concert together. anyway they're retarded! they wore some singapore shirt at the last part, and the whole concert was fucking funny! from the start they showed some video on shanwei in strawberry land which was damn funny. and during the concert they were comparing who is uglier and more handsome and all the crap. and the ugly contest thing before they even started comparing, weibo shooked shanwei's hand and congratulated him. haha damn mean! i saw vivien and cheryl farfarfar away waving, screaming and jumping like some mad animal. i hope i didnt look like that, at least im not that crazy now as last time right! saw gerry stretching out her hand to touch them farfar away! haha gerry this shows how outstanding you are, i can spot you from far away. and the last part weibo and shanwei came down the stage! and i managed to shake both of their hands! haha i almost made shanwei trip and fall, cus when i shook his hand i didnt wanna let go, so he almost fell. haha i touched his arm too, quite muscular la. but niunai is still the best. anyway his shirt was all sweaty and wet! haha. gross. shook weibo's hand too, he got abit of muscles la, more fats. hahahah but hes still cute. ok yucks i sound perverted, i should just stop it. i'll learn to control myself next time. oh ya special guest was ENERGY and stella. haha but they didnt dance, only three of them came. kunda wasnt here, hes only arriving tmr. anyway the songs they sang damn nice, and ahdi became better looking with his new hairstyle! niunai still looks good and shuwei became more handsome! wahhhh feels good seeing them again after such a long time, hope i wont like them again. aiya fuck i should have gave away the energy tickets for tmr, now i feel like going, but i cant. fuckfuckfuck i cannot like them again. anyway stella was horrible. her voice made all of us cover our ears. hahahah but shes damn pretty and quite good overall. anyway after the concert i shook hands with my mother-in-law! eh rephrase, she shook hands with me! haha im her future daughter-in-law, im sure she had a good impression of me. HAHA. anyway i just waved to her and she shook hands with me, so friendly! she still looks good even though shes old! btw shes weibo's mother. hah.

im hungry, didnt eat any proper meals. only ate a few honeystars, yamiyougurt and some pathetic snack from 7-eleven. im still damn hungry! nvm i should starve, im getting fat. i dont want to be horizontally challenged. aiya die la, i haven study yet! kim study! ya i've been telling that to myself for the part few weeks, but i dont see any change. i should stop playing pool and concentrate on my studies. ahh postcon tmr, dont feel like going. poooool tmr! haha.

sat.
im so tired. im mad. i played pool like for eight hours today! retarded shit im addicted. spent like 40bucks on pool today. i a m b r o k e. yesterday worse, spent 60 bucks on pool. didnt go to sch today, cus i woke up late, so might as well not go. anyway theres no lessons, but attendance is still important. so fun celebrating national day with my sch, too bad i missed the fun. anyway met dan at meridien, she got off the bus like two stops earlier. haha played pool, then went to meet jayne pei mingjie for lunch. was supposed to go seoulgarden, but there was no more space and the waiting list was damn long. wah i starved for nothing, all of us starved from morning till 3. so went to pizzahut instead. didnt really eat alot, argh i wanna eat seoul! my tomyam chicken, sotong and beef! tomyammmm chicken i wanna eat you! haha. anyway we went back to monstercue. they played for a while and left. so i continued playing, wah play until back pain feet pain. then nic came at 9plus, played until 11plus and left. wahhh shiok eight hours! haha. my wallet is empty. nvm its all worth it. ahhhh fuck kim study!prelims are coming! i'll be good and go for chem lessons tmr! ok i swear im not going to play pool tmr. i better not go to monstercue, i wont.

haha thanks everyone for all the songs, wishes, hugs and presents!

thursday.
haha went to sch and dong and dan gave me a empty plasticbag for my present! haha how nice, i love it. they went market shopping, so i cant blame them. anyway thanks for the rest of the real presents! i love it! haha although i chose it, haha but i still love the ones that i didnt choose. went home changed and met dong in town. as usual, we were the only ones! haha went to monstercue to play pool. then sam gerry came. yiwen jess and nic came shortly. went for dinner at marche. then mel came. i wanted to go foodcourt and eat but they didnt want to. haha whats wrong with foodcourt! so embarrassing ok, they sang me a song, so loud somemore in front of the whole marche. i love the cake! haha tiramisu! went back to play pool! haha played for five and a half hrs in total! but we were supposed to play for 24 hours straight. haha. haha damn shiok, and after a while the rest left so me and dong continued playing until twelve. play until sian, cldnt even aim properly after that. the monstercue uncle so nice, he gave me free milo for my present! hahahhaa. wahhhhhh shiok i feel good played so much pool. thanks everyone for making my day so enjoyable! play until my hand pain leg pain. haha yay can play again tmr! yay i can play pool legally! seoul tmrrr!

i stand before you, lord
and give you all my praise
your love is all i need
jesus, you're all i need

my life belongs to you
you gave your life for me
your grace is all i need
jesus, you're all i need

hold me in your arms
never let me go
i wanna spend eternity with you

and now that you're near
everything is different
everything's so different, lord
and i know i'm not the same
my life you've changed
and i wanna be with you
i wanna be with you

and i will sing for you always
cause in your presence god is where i wanna stay

sch was fine. had some physiotherapy thing and we tried all the stuff. she helped me to bandage my ankle, haha damn fun. cldnt even move my ankle ard after that, we like so tight and secure. you wont sprain ur ankle no matter what you do. then played with all the weirdweird stuff. didnt take pe again. physics prac after sch. and every year dong will call me at this time and ask what i want! haha its always the same. yay amazing race later! ok time to do homework, hopefully i wont fall asleep. tata.

lets see. dont know what to blog about! im damn sleepy and tired now, but i shall stay up late to complete all my homework! haha i dont even have time to start studying for my prelims, i have to complete my homework first right. i want to study leh, but i cant. haha. anyway had some talk by singaporepoly chemical science thing, hell boring. had a nice sleep. im not interested in doing anything that has to do with science, why cant we have a nice talk for once. hmm hospitality? went town with yiwen and jess after sch, and i was supposed to stop shopping. ok today will be my last shopping trip until olevels are over! haha err that sounds quite familiar, i think i said that yesterday. haha but im serious now. ahhhhhhhh FUCK im sleepy. i feel like sleeping now. i shouldnt watch too much tv! i watch a minimum of three hours a day. ok i have to reduce! oh ya my mother gave me concert tickets for zhangshanwei and panweibo. haha third row PA block leh! haha but im not that interested, but since its free i'll just go. if only it was last time, i'll go mad. got energy tickets also, but im not free on that day. and i have no interest also, have to que up and its standing. eeee have to squeeze, haha but i'll love to squeeze if it was last time. so my mom asked me to give it to my cousin for her bday present, sorry samsee! cant believe it, i have tickets and im not going. whats wrong with me! its a good sign la, im not mad anymore. haha.

hahaha. ahhhhh lessons were boring! watched homerun during chinese, and its still so nice! dont know when are we getting back our olevels results, shd be soon right. yiwen bluff me la! she said we're getting back our results tmr, but laoshi say its definately not tmr! haha gooood. physics was shit funny. we were doing the tickertape thing and mrchan was like distance travelleD!
haha. went to yiwen's hse with dong after sch. then went to town. cut our hair! haha and i look like some small girl now. whats new anyway. dong was so pissed with her hairdresser! then walked around bought some stuff. went to meet jess, she got cheated by some gay who plucked her eyebrows. haha then walked ard for a while and left. when we were in the train yiwen realised that her mascara was the wrong colour, so we went back all the way to change!

yay i didnt take my afternoon nap today. obviously not la. haha yay extreme makeover tonight! no mood to do any homework. i want to watch brotherhood.

went for youthcharge, was kinda boring so left for mass halfway. haha and the worst thing happened. my slippers broke while i was walking up the steps, haha my heel got caught on the steps, so i just pulled it out the the whole thing snapped. haha. bloody fuck, i just bought it yesterday and it broke. forty bucks okay! haha. so i decided not to attend mass anymore and i walked barefooted all the way to the upperroom. wah unclecolin was so nice! haha he helped me mend my slippers by scotchtaping it. haha thanks! haha not bad, hes a lawyer and a cobbler. anyway thanks! went town with charmaine leow after that. haha thanks for following me around! went to heeren to collect my hpcharger and receipt from my mother and went to taka. yay they changed my slippers for me. i didnt have to pay of course. flew to chijmes, met cheryl and the rest on the way. haha we were all late for mass. its some exam mass thing for primarysix and secfour students from our sch. great to see everyone again! wah jamie wear until damn sexy, her boobs were spilling out all over please. went to monstercue after that, but they abandoned me after a while. so played with the rest. ahhhhhhhh i should stop playing pool. the monstercue uncle said i'll get 54 points for my o's. haha. took nel to serangoon and my parents picked me up from there. went to europa for dinner, had jap food, wah damn full now. they cheat our money. one chawanmushi cost seven bucks, and one piece of salmon sashimi cost two bucks. daylight robbery, but it wasnt in the day la.

ahhhhhhh fuck. i wasted my weekend again! i have to get started. study! ahhhh sch tmr. i hate mondays. hateithateit. cant wait for the long nationalday break when i can catch up on my sleep once again.