just reached home. knnnn. whole day also lose money. i need to win.

woke up at twelve. sleep until so shiok. then met the friendlygiant at bugis. ate lunch and went shopping. my angpao money all gone alr. oh ya we bought our set squares. haha its made in japan ok. exactly 30 and 60 degrees. then went to bugis village bought more clothes. flew to town to meet candice and dawn. took cab to steph's hse. walao i lost from the start. gambled for abt six hrs. at first i lose 10, then 20. then 30. then i became banker and i won back some money and lost 6 in total. then i stopped being banker and i lost 20. knnnnn. candice and steph ate all our money. candice damn ah pek leh. gamble must squat down one, and she buys toto and sits beside the road. haha. haha then we were watching soccer. haha candice didnt win her 120 bucks. she missed by a bit. ahhhh im damn broke now. cant buy my 62 bucks skirt anymore. i think im not gonna buy xiaozhu's album tmr. no money. i'll just go there and see. ah shit i didnt go j8 to see zaizai today. my mum said there was a lot of pple. anyway, took cab to mrt and went home. not bad leh, still have mrt at 12 plus. howhowhow. my angpao money is geting thinner and thinner. soon i'll be left with nothing. i better win on tuesday. must win.

yay i changed my font.

yay new template. i finally changed my template, after millions of yrs. its so pure now!

sch was okay. we sang + danced she bangs non stop. haha. everyone is obsessed with tt song. haha we cldnt stop immitating him. even during pe when everyone was warming up, we were dancing and singing shebangs. haha. we can dance better than him ok. but tt guy who sang shebangs is damn cute. we're gonna join singapore idol. pls support us. neeecola is sheeet mean. she said " shes not chicken thighs anymore, she promoted to turkey." haha tts damn mean. so horrible. anyway talking abt chickens, egg prices are gonna increase. if they're too expensive, feel free to come to my hse. i'll lay eggs for u. after all im a chicken what right. anyway, we had to run 2.4km for pe. but we cheated la. i think i only covered less than 1km. haha damn tiring. had to run uphill. my timing is shit. so malu can. we were made to run ard the sch. we had to run on the pathway beside the road, which is outside our sch. so malu the pple driving on the road can see us running. haha. geog ca wasnt that bad. missyip went ard helping us. so nice. haha. went to toapayoh with friendlygiant after sch. supposed to buy schshoes, but dont have my size. then went down to yck for tennis. but actually, i was supposed to watch peterpan with jamie. haha. i want to watch! anyway, luckily i went for tennis. she said tt she was planning to sack us if we didnt go for tennis this week. was damn slack. i just stood there and stoned. our tennis sucks, i think even coach gave up on us. haha the balls flies in all directions. went j8 after tennis. gerry treated us icecream! haha so generous right. first time. from macs, 25 cent. haha. thx gerry. bought ugly sch shoes. dont have the one i like. nehneh la. bought cheapo berms.

ewww. now got extreme makeover. damn gross. my blog music is gross. haha i'll change it soon. and the font sucks.

just came back from mediacorp. i swear xiaozhu is super cute! haha. went there after tuition to watch tgif. jayne spoiled my whole afternoon plans. i was suppose to sleep after tuition, then study for geog after dinner and change my blog template after that. but now i cant do anything. i studied one chapter for geog while queing up there. and theres so much more chapters. heck la. i have no mood to study. anyway there so funny. so many ahmas went to see fei yu qing. got some hold feiyuqing's poster also. haha i hope i dont become like tt when im old.

cath was so haha. they talked abt retarded things. something but u must start now if u want a strong marriage. haha. so scary ok. missyip reads our blogs too. and she said tt she can sue us for slander. i better not write any stuff inside here, i dont wanna get sued. had amaths ca. i screwed it up. my numbers are so beeg. was damn cold during recess ok. it was freezing. winter season. ate mee soup, otah bread, fishballsoup and drink milo. haha im hungry ok. why is it when i draw my sexae bodeh on the board, mrtan wld appear from nowhere. haha so uumbaaaraasing. pheeeseecs was so haha. mrchan is a sniper. hes so funny. he confiscated my wallet and saw my neoprints. he gave me a disgusting look. i wonder which neoprint did he see. haha mrchan is damn cute! yiwen's dad fetched me home after sch. thx yiwen's dad. then had tuition and went out. yay american idol now. haha. oh ya cant wait to go singapore poly next week. haha gonna see life sciences and info-communications technology. why dont they have hospitality.

peterpan!! so cute right. check out the sexae bodeh and the muscles! haha. i wanna watch the show again!

anyway, i woke up 20 mins late today. and my maid didnt wake me up. anyway i reached sch the same time. damn sleepy. geog was so boring. i cldnt keep myself awake. human geog sucks la. amaths is killing me. die. amaths test tmr. i didnt even do anything. i just did the hw tt mrtan gave. i'll be grateful just to get a few marks. i dont wanna get zero again. had pheeseecs prac after sch. went to j8 longjohns to eat lunch after tt. haha watching american idol now. its sheeet funny. the judges are damn mean. and the pple there are so brave. haha tt woman sing so funny. lolll. btw i have horrible seating partners. cheryl and pei. one is my class partner and the other is my chinese partner. both of them cant stop bullying me for some reason. so meannn. dont be mean to the small ones ok. in the bus, i was trying to talk damn soft. haha cus vivien said my voice was too loud. haha eh i was damn gentle ok. but cldnt tahan not talking normally. i drew my figure on the whiteboard in class. damn sexae ok. 100 19 27. haha jamie wrote tt. im sure i can achieve it.

my mother's a bitch. bitchbitchbitch. so irritating. stop nagging ok. you're irritating the fuck out of me. u shd just tape ur voice down and hear how ugly u sound. u sound worse than me. if u sound worse than me, it means its really shit gross. nag so much just cus my tcher called. ass.

missyip and mrstan didnt come today. so shiok. slept slept and slept. physics ca was horrible. i cld only do the multiple choice. and i slept after doing the multiple choice cus i didnt know how to do the others. and when i woke up, there was only 5 mins left for the test. so i scribbled down some crap. haha and i wrote total rubish. im so gonna pass. amaths is so hard. its killing me. i dont get a sheeet. heng misschow nv scold us for not doing our history presentation. i thought she was gonna scream at us or something. after sch damn scary ok. this dog started crossing the road outside our sch and it was raining. and it was so scary and all. i thought the dog was gonna die. but instead the car stopped and crashed. crash until damn jialat. but i think the dog was more poor thing. buy 4D ok. 2529.

met kieron at orchard mrt. cldnt decide what show to watch cus he watched everything alr. so watched peterpan in the end. its quite nice la, peterpan is damn cute. haha. i wanna fly too. i need fairydust. yea its a sweet show. then we walkwalkwalk walk here walk there. walk until no where to go, so we took mrt to bishan and cabbed to my hse. watched heartbreakers. haha damn funny, i love tt show. and i've watched it ten over times alr. then had dinner and watched more tv. he went home after tt. thx for paying for the movie, popcorn, drinks and cabfare!

oh ya. my old maid wrote us a letter before she left. so sad ok, read until can tear. i feel sad for her. i miss her!

to my dearest dan. dont be too sad ok? dont think abt it too much. u still have to get on with ur life, get what i mean? but no matter what happens, just bear in mind that i'll always be here for you. im always here to love you! and of couse there's still the rest of us if u need any help. dont be to depressed ok? cheer up. cus when you're feeling sad it makes us feel the same way too. take care dear.

i hate sch.

oh ya yday got one angmoh lady at my mom's boss hse. haha so funny. she asked if smaller kids get smaller angpao and bigger kids get bigger angpao. haha and i was like..yesyes, absolutely. haha. and so she gave me the bigger angpao. haha. but actually im not sure if smaller kids get smaller angpao or what. heck.

my maid flew back to philippines this morning. i miss her! looks like i have to eat maggie mee for lunch until she learns how to cook. the new maid so quiet and all. i dont even dare to ask her to take water for me. i scared she cry.

went to sch. disgusting. i wanna quit sch and start studying hospitality. haha ya. tts what i wanna do when i grow up. i've finally found something. im gonna open my own hotel. haha but i'll probably chase all the guest out. ss damn shiok. was sleeping and she didnt even know. haha and she scolded my other classmate for sleeping. luckily she nv see. jacyip didnt come for eng. another sleeping period. i actually had time to study for my chinese but i chose to sleep instead. then it started to get so cold. everyone was freezing. its the winter season. amaths is a total question mark. i totally forgot everything. my brain is rusty. i forgot how to differentiate alr. chinese ca was horrible. disgusting. at least i learnt 2 out of 16 pages. but i still dont know how to do. went home for tuition after sch. cheryl and vivien are shit mean. they keep laughing at other pple's ring/mole. haha damn mean ok. and they laugh at pple for being fat when they're not even fat. horrible. anyway cheryl loves bullying me in class. cus i read her journal entry when she was writting and she was writting something abt her father being phuachukang or something. haha after tt she cldnt stop abusing me. i shall not be mean anymore. i've decided to be nice this yr. i've decided not to comment on pple anymore. haha. i think im damn mean to her. yea. we shdnt insult our classmates right. after all, she has beautiful sparkling eyes.

i want to gamble. anyone wants to gamble with me? i dont play big stakes. 10 cent 20 cent anyone? the most 50 cent. im kiam. i dont wanna lose. haha.

today rocks. haha love it. cny is over. k not really over, but yea. have to go back to sch tmr.

didnt go for mass today. wanted to go. but alr had mass in sch, and i guess mass once a week is enough. so yea. was late so took a cab to thomson plaza to meet dong. took bus to clementi. met up with the rest and took bus to mayee's hse. played blackjack. lost at first, but i won 2 in the end. haha 2 only, so pathetic. but its better than nothing right. only stayed there for abt 45 mins. haha go all the way to clementi just to win 2 bucks. haha. then marianne's father dropped me off the the mrt station. took train to serangoon. walked all the way fr there to charlotte's hse. damn far ok. my feet is covered with blisters all over. terrible. i think my slippers are made out of iron. damn jialat. i even wanted to take off my slippers to walk. my sense of direction isnt tt bad after all, i didnt get lost. went there and gambled again. ate too. won 2 bucks. haha so pathetic again. after that, we cabbed down to my hse. antony paid for the cab. haha thx. they went there just to collect angpao la. damn funny, they all wanted to follow us to my mum's boss hse. antony even told my mum tt he's my bf so tt he cld come along. he wanted to gamble. haha but my mum didnt allow la, cus its her boss's hse. so they just came and collect angpao and left. damn funny, charlotte got stuck in the toilet. haha. she got no strength la.

reached my mom's boss hse. i love the hse. haha so big and nice. it was filled with pple. senior pple. now i know why my mother doesnt allow my friends to come along. haha. their taohua so nice. all open. received manymany angpaos. but alot of 4 bucks. everyone said i looked like my mom. i dont ok, im not tt old pls. my mother's colleagues started talking to me abt my future. haha so i just kept nodding my head. after all, i have nothing to say. after eating and drinking, we started gambling. haha they play so scary ok. damn scary. they all so pro. all of them were like muchmuch younger than me. all lower primary. and they bet like...alot. like 8 bucks and above. hey when i was young, i only bet 10 cent 20 cent ok. haha. no balls what. and they know all the rules and all. i won 16 bucks. haha uncleraymond lost all his money to the kids. i think over hundred dollars. all the smallsmall kids won so much. not fair. then we stopped playing cus all the small kids had to go home. my mother left way before that, she went to my grandma's hse. so she left me and my sister alone there. yea we wanted to gamble. and soon, my sister left too. she went to my grandma's hse, leaving me all alone there. i cldnt bear to leave cus i havent had enough fun. our second game started. this time, no small kiddies. haha. lost over 20 at first. haha damn scary. they one round bet 50 over bucks. i got no balls la. the most i bet was 10. haha damn fun playing with them, super sexciting. my mum's boss lost 300 over. fireworks non-stop. haha. and they all speak in dialect when gambling. dont understand a shit. i think he purposely lose la. he got 17 still wanna take card. haha. i kept on winning losing winning losing. in the end i won 2. so in total. i won 22. not bad la. red underwear works. haha. my mother's friend sent me home ard 11.

i love cny! but too bad, its the end of it. collected 23 angpaos today - 142. so in total i collected 642. haha yay. cant wait for next cny, haha longlong way to go. i love going to my mum's boss hse. i love gambling. win or lose also nvm la. haiya die la. i havent touched any of my hw. gd luck for tmr. and i have chinese test tmr. i have no intentions of studying, its alr 11.45 now. and i havent opened the bleeding bk. i hate sch. i dont wanna go back there tmr. i wanna gamble more! lai lai lai.