omg i can die laughing after what dong just told me on msn. hahahahahhahahahahahhaha fucking hell funny ask dong to tell you hahahahahahaha. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAAHA. ARE YOU SURE? OH MY FUCK HAHAHHAHHAHAA.

wah i woke up early today. 11.30. watched meteor garden then went town with my mother to find my grad night dress. damn hard to find la, i looked everywhere! its all ugly. maybe im too picky. and most of them only come in big sizes! even the small is like huge. baggy ahahahhahaha. but of course some and fit la. i like bcbg. but all of them makes me look old. so my mum said dont wear dress or gown or what, wear two piece. yah bikini top and long skirt. hahahahha sure. really la all damn big! its loose everywhere. i only can fit the bcbg one. they come in like, size zero. the max and co one quite nice but its big. and all so ex la! the best was paragon. the gown at pois is fucking nice! its like what stars wear to star awards. and one gown costs like three thousand. so ex! but its damn nice la. my wedding! with sylvester, i'll wear that. hahahaha. ok anyway have to shop again to find bloody grad night dress. if really cant find then i'll buy after o's. if not i wont even go for grad night. but i want to go! haha. went to royal copenhagen(dont know how to spell) to eat. sambal prawns rocks and their scones.

went to meridien after that. played pooool and went to ihm for exam mass. the whole monstercue knows yvonne is damn smelly. hahahah. and the uncle said i shd go to the kid's department to find my gradnight dress. all of us were late. wah mass damn nice. they dipped the bread in wine! damn nice. i nv eat before, this shows that i dont go for mass often. anyway i havent attended mass for seven weeks alr. oh and i listened to homily, first time! haha. and i was damn angry after i received the sms from my father. he said abt pple camping outside sylvester's house! walao fucking pissed how can. invade his privacy, and he's mine. fuck off. only I can go inside. you all can camp outside all you want.

wah i almost died laughing after we came down from the upper room. yes singapore idol. queen of souls. rock the idol world. hahahahahahhahhaha. i couldnt even stand up after that, i was laughing on the floor. hahahaha. went burger king at heartland mall after that. wah spencer is damn retarded. his teeth damn poorthing, all fake one! haha and he bang into the glass and fall on the floor and dont know what! hahahahhahaha.

aiya have to wake up early for postcon tmr!

hahaha oh ya just remembered. we were at max and co. the lady was like, oh i got something to recommend for you. then she showed us the booklet. and she was like, its very popular, a lot girls have it. and the next thing she said "i like it very much too. i bought one for myself." omf faint. shes like 50 over? and shes recommending me something she has? and i saw it and its like for old pple. ahhahaha.

peizhen sucks! she send me some stupid msn file thing, and she said it was cute? HUR. gnd la!

was late. overslept, haha whats new. anyway went monstercue. first round was shit. haha then neec came and we played more. went to jessica's condo after that. the taxi driver was damn irritating! he spat out of the window and was making disgusting noises with his throat. me and neec cldnt stop laughing please, silent laughter. and according to dong, when he spat out of the window, he didnt aim properly and some of his saliva was on the window screen. YUCK. he was like shouting at us cus we didnt know where the place was? we alr told him the add! then he was like you dont know the place then you take cab for what? then neec said we dont know the place thats why we take cab! then dong was damn angry and she scolded the driver! walao damn scary i hear also scared. next time if i got problem i'll find dong then she'll help me settle. hahaha. really she scold until damn scary, and the taxi driver also damn scary! then when we reached the place dong wanted to throw the cab fare money at him? and she and neec slammed the door together! haha wah style la. but so scary.

then went up. wah the condo damn nice! like club like that. haha, and we almost walked into the pond, cus the stairs leads to the pond. sang bday song for the bday pple and ate food. cut cake, played bluff and blackjack. won abt one dollar only. haha. then i tried playing table tennis but i sucked. ya la vivien is the pro, she can join olympics alr, lijiawei cldnt make it, but vivien can do it! ok i shd stop bastarding her, but she said it herself! and some people's ego really damn big. if you think you're damn good looking and good, think again. you're wrong. then me and neec tried playing billiard. haha its damn hard to play! and the table is fucking big! see until scared. anyway we were playing crap la. haha. oh, and i realised everyone has different taste. very different. hahahhaa.

went back to monstercue after that. with balloons. walao vivien's red balloon damn big. its like six times the size of a normal balloon! anyway i played horribly. haha must be vivien. but seriously, vivien is damn pro. challenge her la, you sure lose one. haha. cabbed home.

yay my mom is free tmr! can go grad night shopping. and i shall go for exam mass tmr! shit la seven weeks nv attend mass alr.

OH YA. bloody gerry is trying to make me jealous. she keeps on telling me abt her friend who lives in the same condo as him! walao then she hug sylvester! fuck not fair, i want also! and she went to sylvester's hse and stayed there until 2am? and i dont know what else they did la! i asked gerry to stop telling me, i dont want to know. walaooooooooo bishan sucks la, got no one! i wanna shift to his condo also! fuck i dont care im going to get singapore idol tickets! then after that i'll wait for him at the carpark or something. hahahahhaha. shit la life is so unfair.

yesyes its over! hahahahha. the prelims have officially ended! the horrible extremely long five weeks are over. haha actually its wasnt horrible, during the five weeks i played pool like how many times. haha and i still watched my 3 hours of tv everyday. im going to study hard for the o's! five more weeks! i shall take a break for a week, but dont know if can cus intensive revision starts on monday. gross the timetable is gross! all clustered together, i dont think i'll be able to take three periods of everything. i think we're getting back results on monday. im scared for english! i dont want to fail. bloody orals bloody compo bloody compre. all sucks. im so dead if i fail english. i dont want to get back geog too. i totally screwed up that one.

just read neec's blog and i almost died laughing after reading what she wrote for relative velocity question. hahahah northeast? sure, hhahahhaha. yay shooting balls later! then going for yiwen's party! i shall sleep now. gdnight.

my mother bluff me! shes supposed to go shopping with me tmr to shop for gradnight dress. but she postponed it to next week. hur no time alr.

yesyes i cant wait! five weeks of misery will be over is exactly twelve hours time! i've been waiting for this moment! but actually no, theres still o's. haha. so the misery is not really over. no mood to study! i did so little for phy/chem mcq. i cant remember anything abt physics! aiya heck. i didnt do a lot for emaths either.

watched sgidol! haha laugh until i cannot breathe. oh did you all see the sms i sent? hahahahahahaha. dont laugh, its meant for him to see! im sure he'll be watching it right? anyway it was damn funny. thanks you mediacorpse. saw the new ad, and sylvester looks good! haha he changed his hairstyle, and all of them look naked.

twelve more hours! pool! shoot balls! bday party! cake! gambling! mahjong!

@#$%! i am pissed again. i always am after maths exam! amaths paper today. was quite okay but i made a lot of stupid mistakes. bloody circular measure. i didnt see the diagram properly and so, the whole thing is wrong! seven marks. wasted. haha whats new, always like that! haha and my relative velocity was shit. my diagram was all wrong, but i just did it and i cld do. thats another seven marks! disgusting la. but its all right, i didnt intend to solve it anyway. bloody proving identities also wrong, cldnt prove. four marks. i hate this and i cant stop counting how many marks i've lost alr. and paper one was disgusting. so when both papers are added together, the marks are even more disgusting.

eeeeeeee-maths tmr! paper one, hah no need to do much la. phy/chem mcq. i forgot all my physics alr, i studied that like a month ago. how am i supposed to remember! and its the end of prelims! like finally, five weeks of hard work. haha not really.

went to some chicken rice stall in thomson after amaths paper. haha and it was supposed to be famous? haha the rice was disgusting, tasteless. chicken wasnt that great. and most importantly, they didnt have liver! how can they not sell liver? haha.

yay history is over! haha all i spotted came out! mao and russia came out for seq, the only chapters i studied. haha but i chose to do mao instead. they nv ask abt civil war and life after mao! they asked all abt great leap foward and cultural revolution, which i hate. for sbq chapter 5, road to war came out. luckily i read that at 1am last night. haha. all is good, but dont think i'll do well. yay its the end of studying from books! amaths tmr, yuck! at least theres no need to study right, just practise. and at least i can do maths with the music on, cus i cant study with music on. die relative velocity is coming out! maybe i'll try doing, and hopefully get a few marks. i'll be happy to get one mark, but i dont think i'll be able to. haha. ok at least its better than leaving i blank! dieeee my amaths die alr! minus so much marks from paper one alr, must do well for paper two! but i cant. hah. how? dont know.

went to mehnornah at jeight again. im sick of that place, feel like vomiting whenever i step inside! so i bought currypuff from basement and went up to eat. ate orgasm in a berry again! haha and it was gooooooooood.

i owe neec 2
i owe dong 3
i owe yiwen 10
i owe dong's sis 100.

amazing race tonight! last episode, two hours special! haha i want brandon and nicole to win!
new 9pm channel eight show starting tonight also, and it looks nice.
but amazing race starts at 8pm, so it'll clash. unless i watch amazing race on channel five which is at 10pm. okay i shdnt be planning for this, i shd be doing amaths now!

hello im back. yes i've finished studying history! haha and i started like 12 hours ago, but no, obviously i didnt study for 12 hours. i only studied two chapters, chapter two and nine. russia and china. one of these better come out, if not im dead. serious i didnt even read through the other chapters! except for chapter 3 and 5 which i predict will come out for sbq. but i only spent like ten minutes on each of those chapter. haha history is boring! i fell asleep like so many times while studying mao! mao makes me sleep. i fell asleep on the sofa and in front of the com. hah. please let china or russia come out! i pray. if not i really die. vivien's the best la, she studied for russia only! haha good luck la, there are like ten chapters! i think two shd be good enough. hah. i hope chapter 3, which is china wont come out for sbq. that chapter sucks, stupid cixi dowager. i dont understand anything. i want mao to come out! ok i wanna sleep alr, mao and russia better come out!

chem was all right. expected it to be harder. there were some tough questions here and there. and its my first time im able to do chemical analysis! or qa. die i think my maths cannot make it already. amaths is worse, i keep on calculating how much marks i've lost already. i think 30 marks already gone for paper one for amaths. how to make it?! paper two is going to be harder, they havent tested relative velocity which i totally intend to skip the whole question, worth eight marks. aiya die alr la also dont know how! my maths keeps on deproving! if i dont do well for emaths paper, thats it. haha. anyway history tmr! it better be easy, if not it'll pull my ss grades down as well. history tmr. yuck. i haven even started anything! havent even read a single word, but im going to spot la. guess i'll study three chapters out of the ten chapters. i'll take my time to choose! hopefully i'll be lucky again. the aircon is freezing! im so tempted to sleep!

went to mehnornah after chem. ate breakfast! didnt wanna eat there but we had no other choice cus everything else was still closed. the tv was fucking irritating, it kept on making stupid noise. went to mos to eat orgasm in a berry. neec treated us! thanks! hahaha you seriously feel orgasm! when you take the bite. hahahahahaha rubbish la. it was disgusting yet nice. it was just some frozen strawberry with cum la. eeeeew neec was like getting high in mos, she was experiencing orgasm you see, cus she ate three of those! borrowed money from neec and cabbed home. when i reached my doorstep i realised that my wallet wasnt with me. and my maid wasnt at home and i didnt have the key! wtf so i walked back all the way to junction eight, found out that i left my wallet in macs and walked all the way home. it was fucking hell hot! i walked something like 2.4km under the fucking sun, i almost died. felt damn dizzy when i reached home, and i feel like sleeping now.

i must study! last day to study! actually not last la, but maths cannot study also. so today is the last day of hardcore studying! after tmr can relax already. i must persevere! three more days till the end of prelims! i can take a long break and pool all i want after that. but that means o's are also coming. yucks.

mao sucks. i hate mao.

stupid vectors, bloody trapezium

i am pissed. because of stupid vectors and bloody trapezium, eleven marks just went down the drain. fuck. i cldnt do vectors! and i just tried doing and i cld do everything, wtf. i left the whole thing blank! from k onwards. wtfffff thats like 7 marks. fuck. and i was in a rush. everyone was alr starting on their graph and i was still on stupid vectors, so i rushed through and left it blank. i just tried doing and i solved everything! why cldnt i solve it before. i cld have scored seven marks more. fuck. and the four marks from the bloody trapezium went down the drain too. dont know what else, hope theres nothing else. there goes my a.one. byebye a.one hello b or c.

i better do well for paper one on friday! cannot afford to lose more marks. if not maybe i'll get d. ok chem tmr! i better study now byebye. i better not sleep, which i think i will. oh ya btw angie told me that you need at least 16 points to go to cjc now. haha jokes, no more first three months for me. i think i'll either work or sleep at home. my jc dreams are over! screw prelims.

dieeeeeee. emaths paper two tmr! i feel so unprepared, i did so little and dong did so much! i think she used one whole stack of fullscap. shes mad! im scared! shes scaring me. but its okay, god will help me! hah err i dont think so, i havent attended mass for erm, six weeks? whooops i'll go this week! dieeeeeeeeeee emaths tmr. if i dont get a one i'll cry. looks like im going to cry. haha. die its going to be hard! i scared i make some stupid careless mistake and the whole question will be wrong! nvm luckily this is only prelims, i'll study hard for o levels! die this week is like flooding with prelims! exams everyday, and the past few weeks were so relaxing. haha theres history this week and i havent even opened the fucking book. i did like less than two hours of chem, and i havent touched amaths since paper one on monday. ok im going to study hard after the paper tmr!

woke up early! like 10am. haha thats good, i feel quite sleepy now which means that i'll be able to sleep early tonight! if you feel sleepy you wldnt be able to do maths! haha but i think even if i sleep now i'll still feel sleepy. i need 12 hours of sleep! fuck la how to wake up tmr? 6am leh! i've been waking up like one plus two plus since tuesday! haha. anyway went to crystal jade at junctioneight to eat breakfast! ordered too much food, cldnt finish in the end. haha.