fuck im so fucking hungry. why am i always so hungry. im so hungry that i feel like puking. having a fucking gastric. bought cup noodles from seven eleven but theres no one to cook for me and im lazy. my stomach hurts, im hungry. someone boil water for me leh! i cant move im hungry. haha my meals were pathetic. i only ate bread which the monstercue uncle gave me cus i was damn hungry. and his wife made it for him! hahahhahah hes so nice. i only ate that the entire day! fungry. dying.

so sad, left my lime mag at monstercue. haha but i called the uncle to help me keep. die but people like ernest better not see it, or he'll draw on sylvester's face. he almost drew on it today ok, i screamed! anyway woke up at 2pm. damn shiok. then went monstercue ard 4. met jason and jj on the way. everytime i meet them they already finish playing pool. anyway its damn funny! dont know whos lying! the monstercue uncle said sylvester goes to monstercue! he said last time he always goes there, but now he seldom go alr, maybe cus hes busy with singapore idol. then why i nv see him before singapore idol? the uncle said hes beng, hes not la! he said the last time he saw him was last week but very very late at night. i want to see him! then ernest said he also always see sylvester last time! i think hes lying! he said that sylvester challenged him and spencer! thats so rubbish can. spencer said he saw sylvester, then he said no. then he said he played with him before, then he said he never! are they lying or what! then uncle said sylvester's pool is F. i asked him whats F. he said fucked up. then spencer said his pool no good. ernest said he's okay. i think they're all lying! oh ya then markyeo said he saw sylvester in monstercue before. and he also saw him hanging around cine. and he saw him playing pool at bishan? BISHAN? hahahhahahaahaha i also want to go. nat's friends saw him playing pool at cine, and they took pic. haha i saw the pic, damn nice! hahahahhahaa. syl looks nice la! i want to see him play pool too! okay if i get tickets for thurday's show i'll ask him if he really goes to monstercue! wah if only i can play with him, then he can teach me. hahahahahahahhahahahashahahahhaha. carry on dreaming kim.

spent my whole day in monster. haha watched singapore idol there! walao they all damn mean off the tv once they saw sylvester. hahahhaha eh but his singing damn nice! they just dont want to admit only. played one game of pool with wilfred on the nine feet table, one game only. cus i suck at it. hahahhaha its very bigggggg. in other words, i cant reach. went home.

fuck la im hungry.

weiwei. just reached home! hahaha. lets see, had farewell mass in school. was pretty all right, damn sad! its our last mass in chij! 10 years! prelim results are gross. cjc talk. walao, 15-16 points for arts stream? mad. i better go poly, and after listening to the talk, i think i better go poly. its the first jc talk which i didnt fall asleep.

met vivien and yiwen at dhoby ghaut. met markow and gab on the way in the station. then walked to monstercue and met dong there. nic came later. played a few games only then played with ben. haha damn funny. before that martin kept on missing his shots. then i told him to vote for sylvester then he'll be better. cus ben voted too! haha. and true enough, after voting, haha he clear his balls damn fast. hahahhaha. see it works! haha he got no integrity! hahahahahhaa. dong and nic left and went with the rest to heeren. flew back to mostercue after that to watch singapore idol! hahahahhaa. damn happy sylvester got in! thanks to everyone who voted! haha i was screaming in monstercue! hahahahhahah damn happy! and beverly and jessea were eliminated? thats weird. haha they're good. jerry shd get out! then watched spencer paul and the rest play, played with spencer and samuel. after that, vivien and the rest came back. haha all of the ihm pple damn bastard la! hahahahaha. then hanged ard outside and went for supper with spencer. haha the food was goooood, and we were fucking hungry! only ate one pathetic meal the entire day. dessert was gooooood too. ice longan! hahahah. the fishballs were gross, all big and expanded. ok sounds gross haha. cabbed home. we took so long just to find a nice smart cab. damn fun! got tv inside, watched wwf! hahahaha.

=D. sylvesterrrrrr and me! hmmm hes quite tall. please vote for him! sms 11 to 43657!

HAHAHAHAH HELLO IM FUCKING HAPPY.

went to watch singapore idol live! called that woman from starhub and she brought us in! haha and the rest were still queing outside! we're special! hahahhaha. then she asked who i like and i told her sylvester. and we were waiting for the lift to go to b3. then suddenly that woman was like "your idol is here" then i didnt know what she was talking abt! i turned ard and i saw sylvester and beverly waiting for the lift! hhahahahahahhahahah i tell you my legs were jelly. i couldnt stop giggling and laughing and making noise! haha then we went into the lift for some reason i was fucking embarrassed. so i hid at the corner of the lift behind dongzheng. damn paiseh! in the lift was me sylvester dong beveryl thatwoman gen and harriet. i was hoping that the lift wld get stucked! hahahahah. and i kept on giggling! how stupid. then when we went out sylvester said BYEBYE! hes damn friendly! hahahahahahhahaa. then when we went inside i realised how stupid i was. i kept on scolding myself! cus i didnt even say hello to him or shake his hand. and i was cursing and swearing at myself! hahahahhaa. and IM STUPID. i didnt make a board, if not he wld have saw. i didnt bring a camera. oh fuck. i didnt shake his hand. i didnt ask for his autograph. am i stupid or stupid? ok im stupid. i was damn angry with myself! so i went outside and i heard someone singing. haha i found the makeup room then that malay guy came out. forgot his name. haha hes gd looking but not friendly, i didnt bother saying hello. hahaha. then after a while dong came then we heard olinda's voice! haha she sing damn nice. not long later, SYLVESTER CAME OUT! walao my legs were jelly again im so fucking lucky! see him twice! i was damn scared ok, but i picked up courage and said HI. hahahha then i wished him good luck and shook his hand! wah his hand is damn smooth and small! i dont want to wash already. hahahahaha. ahhahahahahahha hes so friendly. his accessories damn nice! he wore all the punkpunk things on his wrist. looks bloody nice on him! and hes sooooo skinny! hahahahaha. then saw beverly and i decided to be nice and wish her good luck. i didnt shake her hand if not sylvester's one wld be gone. hahahahahhaa.

wahhh the show rocks. i screamed damn loud for sylvester! and before that i was telling dont i wldnt scream. hahahahah. wah shit everyone was staring at me, embarrassing la. sylvester sang so bloody nice! hahahahahahaha he rocks. olinda sang damn nice too! all the jerry ong supporters were sitting in front of us. huh. their banner and all damn big.

went to the reception to wait for them! hahahaha all of them came out one by one. daphne is like same height as me. olinda damn funny! she kept on banging into dong! maybe dong is too big. hahahah and shes damn nice and friendly. then sylvester came out! wait so long! so many pple waiting to take photo with him. hahahah took with him, but it was blur. i asked him if i cld take with him alone, and he was like "cannnnnnn!" hahahahahahahahaa. cus before that got pple ask daphne to take pic but she said she cant take alone. wah take pic with him damn scary. i was shivering, hahahhahahaha. and i cldnt even smile properly! then i asked for his autograph. i took some paper from there and borrowed their pen. hahahah he wrote "rock on!" and asked me whats my name. i said kim and he asked me how to spell! hahahah then he was like " har just kim only?" then i was like errr kimberly. then he said okay i'll write kim. yay he knows my name now! ahhhh hes so cute! the way he talk damn cute! got dimple! and i cld smell his cologne, wahhh damn nice. hahahaha. then after a whileeee, quite long, i asked him if we cld take another picture cus the previous one was blur. and he said "sureeee, no problem!" hahahahahaha. then we kept on moving from place to place cus it was blur! and dong was like "stand closer!" hahahahahahhaa. hahahh took it at last! ahhhhh hes so friendly. im dying. im stupid, i didnt bring a camera! had to take with my pathetic phone. how can i not bring a camera! i even charged it but i was lazy to bring. and i shd have brought my calculator! and everything else mag or what for him to sign! im stupid! cus i didnt have a silver marker. nvm theres still next week! hope we can get tickets! ahhhhh cant sleep already! hes nice and friendly! and good looking, sings well! wah hes really very skinny! aiya then gen and dong were rushing me to leave! i wanted to stay there longer and see him longer! hahahahhaa. walao damn spoil mood! nvm im happy! wanted to shake david yeo's hand but i scared. hhahaha. shit la shd have brought cam then can take photo with everyone!

please vote for sylvester ! sms 11 to 43657!

hellohello. didnt want to go to sch, but, yea. haha. had retreat. was sleeping most of the time! but some of the sharings were good. they played so many abba songs! why dont they play praise and worship songs instead, i mean it was a catholic thing with so many priest. but overall it was good. walao told myself i wont cry! we were prayed over. i was like controlling the whole time until bloody tricia tan made me cry! hahahhaha hoi damn sad ok! we were saying byebye to everyone, hugging, as if it was the last day. but its not la. hahahahaha. ahhhhhhh so sad so many years in ij, its like going to disappear! but it wont, the ij spirit will always remain in our hearts!

dan accidently deleted all the pictures we took! haha my chicken, ahlian, pole, hungry ghost, dustbin, cat and wet rice cultivation were all gone! by the way the cat was damn cute! white colour with a nice tail and sexy blue eyes! damn cuteee, and it likes me hahahahahahha. oh and i was helping everyone measure their ring size for our grad night. haha so fun we're going to get rings! we're getting married! we're supposed to write like what we've done for the sch or what for the past few years. but sad to say, i've done nothing? i cant pass up a blank piece of paper right, i nv take part in any competition or class activities or any sort! haha die. oh i can write i contribute noise and space to the sch. and must write feelings and how ij has prepared you and stuff! ahhh i can say that the sch was given me a chance of different activities! hahahaha cus i changed 3 ccas altogether, so i can say that they've given me different kinds of exposure? crap. hang me. im going to have a hard time cocking up a story,

went to starhub centre in town with dong to collect singapore idol tickets cus my mum is not in singapore. haha and after i reached home, my sis said she reached there ten minutes after i left and she wanted to collect tickets too. hhahahhaha.

whoooooo singapore idol later! sylvesterrrrrr! i will act normal on live tv and not go wild or insane. i am a civilised ij girl. i've decided not to make any board! haha.

prelim results sucks. hate it. think my L1R5 is going to be above 20. i hate prelims! going to study hard for o's. did so badly for amaths, just passed only. but theres still hope, theres still paper two section A! but still i did badly. i did badly for ss and history also! i just passed only. disgusting. and geog can just gnd. although we haven got it back yet, i know i'll do very badly. right now im just counting on emaths, hopefully the results will be like mid-year. fat hope, hah. got back our chem, haha physics and chem add up together just nice A2. hhaha im happy. i've never gotten an A or a B for science in my entire life. wah first time get A for science damn shiok, never felt it before. the highest i got was a c5 which was like 56. yay improvement! but everything else deproved. esp geog. from A1 in sec three mid year to A2 to B3 and i think im going to fail now. yay i still remember sec three mid year i got 82.5! haha second highest in class leh! hahahaha but now its different! its all screwed up! im so going to fail, and i know it! aiya fuck it just study hard for o's la. amaths also deprove from 4 to 6. ok i think i have to start mugging very soon! everyone is like starting already! fuck i hate studying.

had some a-z career talk thing. haha the personality test thing damn true! im so of the 'I' type. hahahha all the examples he gave were damn true! ok now im more certain on my future choice of career! hospitality! haha not nursing ar, hotel management! (talking to nic) but i fell asleep la, haha i mean the air-con was damn shiok and there were tables! how can i not sleep right? rained heavily after sch, cabbed down to j8 with charmaine and yiwen, ate lunch. fuck i want to go shopping. but i have no money. can you believe it i found nice clothes to buy in j8? hahhahahaha and its not ah lian okay!

woooohooooooooooooooo! i got singapore idol tickets for tmr! haha but i have to go to my mum's office to collect it. and the best thing is that, we dont have to que up! hahahahahhaha yay we can sit in front without queing! hahahahahhahah i love singapore idol i love sylvester! yay i can see sylvester live! im so going to drool. they better not show me on tv please. haha ok i shall not act crazy or anything, i'll just be normal. im still deciding if i should make the sylvester board! haha i want but its kind of maluating right. but on the other hand, i can use the board to cover my face! hahahha.

boring day. had la selle talk in the morning, haha but i was damn sleepy, so i feel asleep on the floor. whats new. hah. got back our history papers, sbq part only. didnt do well, everyone else did so well! all those smart people got like 20/25 for sbq. sbq leh! i hate sbq. then got back our physics. walao everyone did so well. three people had above 90? crazy! how they get so high? i only got a 72. i feel lousy. 18 people got A1. aiya but im quite satisfied with my marks, from 45 from mid year to 72. haha but everyone else did so well! yay we beat 4/7! haha. just hope my chem wont pull my marks down, the mcq section sucked. aiya i just hope i dont get above 20 for my L1R5. i regret not studying hard. fuck. ok im going to study hard for o's! hardcore studying will start very soon! geog jialat alr la. that teacher marked plate tectonics and rivers and she said we did damn badly! die i did both questions. i did three physical geog questions! how stupid, all of them were damn hard. ok fuck its over.

had some rjc talk. hah whats the point of listening! so i fell asleep again. 5 points for six subjects? haha what jokes ONE of my subject equals to 5 points alr. six subjects my fuck.

you're my prince of peace and i will live my life for you!

was damn sleepy in the morning! and i slept so early last night. damn sleepy until my eyes were closed when i was walking up the hill to school. some woman from shiseido came in to give a talk. haha shit funny, but i was sleeping la. she talked abt how to scratch your armpits in public? body odour and different methods of shaving. damn gross the one with the hair stuck between the rollers. hahahaha. shes damn lame la but she cant speak proper english. "abow it" haha we always seem to be correcting people's english. basically the talk was abt how to take care of yourself. i learnt something. i didnt know you apply perfume behind your ears, on ur wrist and behind your knees. i always spray on my shirt. haha. then had grad night talk, 70 bucks for this year. meritus mandrin, not fair we dont get ritz carlton. aiya still having a hard time trying to find a dress! at least its better than other schs, they have to wear white and pastel colours. hah. eee thats like confirmation.

went back to class to decide on the colour scheme for grad night. oh ya have to pay early if not we'll get lousy seats. did emaths papers. i forgot everything! haha like so fast, cldnt even be bothered to do it properly. got back our english papers. i was rejoicing when she said no one failed! i totally expected to fail! i was damn happy ok. i got c5. im happy. but other people did so well, so many As. and they're not contented! almost everyone improved from midyear, only i deprove! bloody orals. compre and summary sucked. luckily my compo abt "ah seah" pulled me up. maybe the marker likes to eat at ahseah too. hahahaha. i thought i wld fail that one, cus it was a descriptive essay and i didnt use any bigbig words or any sort. i got 23/30! im happy. i've never gotten so high for my compo before. for others, they're orals pulled them up. i rather they moderate the marks instead. last year they didnt have orals but they moderated the marks. and theres no more moderation. its okay im happy! but i have to work a lot harder for my o's. im depending much on other subjects for my L1R5, which i think is all screwed up. chinese got 3 already, total 8 points. haha fuck i better do well for the rest. 2 subjects 8 points? i'll die if the rest of the subjects are like that.

bloody fuck im pissed. they added another night for jay concert! and its on the 26th! fuckyou. how can they just add in one like that, and before the first day! so ours is like the second night, fuck. they cheated us. at first they say theres only going to be one night. normally when they have second night they'll make it the next day later, knn fuck sistic. i want to go on the first night! its usually better.

played pool after sch. the six of us borrowed shirt from uncle. wah cheryl's shirt damn cool, dragon one. haha. but all of them complained that all of their shirts damn smelly. but mine got nice smell, smells of cologne! damn nice someone who smells nice used it before. haha must be some good looking guy hahahahahaa. but according to the uncle yvonne used it, and yvonne is smelly. hahahahahhahahaha. ate the kfc after that and went home.

getting back ss and physics paper tmr! hope the results will be what i expect it to be! ahzhi on channel 8 now! missed it on friday. america's next top model tonight! and i was planning to sleepy early. talk by la salle tmr and RJC. hahaha they come to our sch for what, and according to mrs how, they were very excited to talk to us. haha jokes.

i just realised i forgot to blog. im too sleepy, going to sleep soon! woke up so early today. took bus to church. haha but by the time i reached there, post con was over. good, just nice. hah. went ahseah. then had a free ride on the lorry to serangoon mrt by erin's dad. wah damn nice, but shdnt wear skirt next time. haha then on the nel was freaking scary. we took some pic on the reflection, and the pic was scary. there was like this missing part in the pic and dont know what la! looked like a ghost. i just found out that it was the reflection of the hp after vanessa msged me. haha. anyway went to monstercue. bumped into cheryl and charmaine there, yes finally i managed to bump into them. haha. went to meet my mum at citylink after that. cldnt find any nice dress for grad night! dieeee, no idea how am i going to find. i feel stressed! then went to nooch to eat, i love noodles. went for a movie with my sis and rudy. wanted to watch i forgot whats the name la, some castle. aiya i dont know la i cant remember! but it was M18. so we watched police story instead. gerry's new movie! hahahaha. anyway its damn nice! they fight damn nice and the story damn nice. the most important thing is that theres nicholas tse! my god hes fuckin cute. i was like taking pictures in the cinema with my phone, hahahahahha. then i laugh until i got sorethroat after the movie. not loser right.

sch tmr. yuck. YUCK. the new timetable is bloody disgusting. i hope we dont get papers tmr. i dont want. im so going to fucking fail english.