whos tt bloody poser. just go get a life alright.

today sucks. disgusting day. damn unlucky. lost money. abtwat my mothers friends came to my hse late morning. then dong dan and gerry came ard 3. and again, my mother was damn impressed by dong's and dan's height. they're damn tall. and my maid was like......WOAH. haha. why are my gd friends so tall. and why am i so short. not fair. anyway it rained like some sai. i think got typhoon leh. and dong its not tycoon. haha. anyway i think they brought bad luck to my hse. played in between. sucks. i lost 40 bucks in 10 mins. walao damn suay can. my card had to be tt number. forever la. anyway i won back some money after that. then played blackjack. sucks la. im damn daomei. and gerry sucks. when i be 4 bucks she had to get double ace. so i had to pay her 12. and she won abt 30 from me. she ate up all my money. and dong always cheat me! haha. and im damn blur. nvm. i hate the feeling of losing. so in total i lost ard 30. so unlucky. i know why. cus i wasnt wearing red bra or underwear. haha. its all in the wash la how to wear. nvm la. then went with gerry to j8 to buy 5566 concert tix. sucks la. the good seats all taken. we were supposed to buy the 129 one but left all the lousy seats. so bought 109 instead. damn ass la. even thou i have money to buy also no gd seats. went home and left for my uncle's hse. my father fetched me to church after visiting my uncle. raining damn heavily leh. met charlotte and larissa there and we managed to get an umbrella. haha walking to christians hse was damn funny. all of us had to squeeze in tt umbrella and it was so wet and yucky.

reached his hse. started gambling. walao lost right from the start. must be the mirror behind. at first i lost over 15. then i lost 10 in the end. haha damn funny. everytime we get lousy cards we'll find some card lying ard and we'll have to start all over again. poor christian. ya he was the banker. charlotte's damn lucky. she always win. and i always burst. unfair. the and way brandon shuffles cards is damn cute! he doesnt know how to shuffle. haha damn funny. and matthew foo is so haha. hes so funny i tell you. so suaku can. and samsee is damn mean. kept on laughing and suaning him. haha. but i think he's used to it alr. blackjack also dont know how to open. haha he reminds me of gerry. we cldnt stop laughing at him. poor guy. and we suaned berdict nontstop abt his father thing. haha everything is just somehow related to his father. karina won ok!. she won dont know how much. she doesnt wanna count, bad luck. and andrew cheated me of my money! lucky i opened my eyes. haha. siting beside ian is damn funny. we always get similar cards somehow. but he stole away all my luck cus he took the mirror seat. hahaha. and we found out tt christian is gay. serious. he really is. hahaha. he admitted it himself. haha in the end we were bored so we started playing daidee with icecream. i suck at daidee. then my father fetched me home after that. didnt wanna go home at first. haha cus i lost! i wanted to stay there until i got back what i lost. but it was geting late alr, means more banglas out there. haha. so i went home la. anyway it was raining. so ya. was supposed to go to my auntie's hse, but i rather go to christian's hse and gamble. oh ya christian is damn richs can. he collected over 1000 for his angpao money. not fair. heard the food at my aunt's hse was great. ten course dinner. with sharks fin. and i heard the sharks fin was damn nice. aiya missed out on the food. nvm la. anyway in total, counting yday and today, i lost 5 bucks. heart damn pain ok. 5 bucks is alot of money! wish me luck for tmr. i better win. i must win. haha. but i think i'll lose. serious. choy la, touch wood. haha. collected 6 angpaos today - $50. and my parents finally gave me my angpao! like finally. and my father is kiam. in total i collected exactly 500 bucks. but i alr used 109 for the concert tix. aiya my heart is painnnnn. i'll nv play in in between for the rest of my life.

oh ya i forgot to blog. my mom's godma said i became damn guai this yr. hahaha. its true. she said im obedient! =D. i just found out tt my mother bribed my maid to stay for cny by giving her 100 angpao. haha not fair. my parents haven give me ang pao yet. alamak why they so slow! my mother say she got not enough money. tmr go withdraw then give me. haha. we're broke. economic crisis.

collect so little angpao today. only collect 4 - 38. so pathetic. its ok, there still more to come, i hope. my parents still haven give me my angpao. went to my mum's godma hse in bukit timah in the morning. then in the my father fetched dong and helena to yilins hse. my parents are impressed with dong. haha cus shes damn tall. 171 leh. wahh. anyway went to her hse. her dog is so adorable! started eating. century egg rocks! haha anyway thx auntie for ur angpao. so generous. gambled for abt 3 hrs. played blackjack and some kind of poker. i won 35. =D. im feeling lucky. the red bra really works. then my father fetched home. then kieron and julian came. i miss them! long time nv see them alr. k not tt long, maybe a few yrs ago. they're my longlongago neighbours. but they migrated to shanghai when i was 9. oh ya giles came too. hes so big now! he was still so small the last time i saw him. now hes so adorable! he cant stop ticking and doing kunfu on me. haha. so cuteee. he looks just like his brother. anyway managed to catch up with them. they still look the same thou, except julian's botak cus of ns. haha. kieron has a driving license in newzeland leh. so funky right. and he's only 16. then soon they left and we went to chinatown. went all the way there cus my mother wanted to buy yusheng. what so nice abt yusheng. ate dinner there. supposed to go my uncle's hse..but he wasnt at home. so went home. yay i cant wait for sunday. can gamble.

happy cny! stay beautiful and sexae!

woke up early in the morning. and my sister and i cldnt stop fighting. haha we kept scolding one another. bad luck leh, we're gonna be like this for the entire yr. went to chinatown to visit my grandma. everyone on the streets were so red. my cousin brought her bird there. and while playing with it, it shitted on me. tts supposed to be gd luck right. i better win more money then. haha. everyone is so kiam. they all cut cost. i have alot of 2 dollar notes. anyway, ate lunch and went home after tt. my relatives came over in the evening. had yusheng. damn fun. haha. had dinner and wine. food was great. my cousin went crazy playing crazy taxi. they were spitting saliva all over my com and screaming like some ass. they just left. i only received 12 angpaos today - 168. so little. nvm there still tmr, sat and sunday. cant wait till sunday. can go my mother's boss hse and gamble. they play damn big stakes over there. which means if i lose i'll suffer from a great loss. my parents haven give me my angpao yet. my mother said tt she'll see my behavior and all. argh. whooo. i love cny. i love food. i love money. there isnt much visiting to do tmr. which means, no money. anyway, just watched american idol. damn funny, we cldnt stop laughing. im waiting for the clock to strike twelve right now. so i can go bathe and wash my damn hair. i wldnt wanna wash my hair before twelve and wash all the bad luck away. anyway my sister best, she washed her hair right early in the morning. haha.

happy cny eve! gong xi fa cai.

walao. im damn full. ate so much. eat until got stomach acke. i've learnt my lesson -never over eat. i ate so muchhhh. anyway just came back from reunion dinner at my grandma's hse. the food rocks. had steam boat. but this yr no more seahum, haha we're healthy. anyway the liver rocks. had loads of it. ate and ate non stop. i was practically stuffing food in my mouth non stop for one and a half hrs.

went to sch today. we started with the retarded sexae ladeh thing in the morning. haha its super gross. then had mass. hmm the hymns were quite nice. but the singing was horrible. fell asleep when father was talking. damn boring. then had some performance thing. haha damn nice. had some beauty pageant. haha some of them were seriously ugly and totally cmi. but all the red hse one all so chio. wonderbra-less was there. and mrchan is shit cute! u shd have seen the way he conducted, damn cute ok! he looked like some small boy, so cuteee! he was so shy and all! haha tts my man. ohya. we finally won the chinesenewyr deco for our level! like finally, after many yrs of losing. had some lion + dragon dance thing. ok la its not bad. went town with gerry and sam after sch. then went to meet wesley. haha hes retarded la. he kept on telling me to wear my belt higher. look more "si wen." and i found out he got fucking high for his psle. haha its seriously fuck high. smarty ass la. anyway watched the last samurai. hmmm, its damn gross. all i see is blood squirting + splashing out everywhere and heads being chopped off. damn sick. anyway, i fell asleep while watching. not bcus it was boring, but bcus i was sleepy. ya and its damn long. two and a half hrs. and geraldine eng, u can gnd. pls open ur eyes and look properly. dont come and tell me rubbish. samsee you too. anyway i saw the whole entire world in town today. everyone was in town. i think at least every minute i'll see someone. my mother bluff me. she msged me and told me to be back by 4, cus she said they're leaving at 4. so i rushed home after the movie. i even took a cab home from the mrt. and when i reached home, my mother told me tt we werent going to my father's side reunion dinner anymore. asshole. waste my money. and tt we were leaving at 6. best. cheat my feelings. anyway better la. i dont have to eat 2 dinners.

my new maid is here. she damn young. shes only one yr older than my sister. my old maid is still here. her contract haven even finish yet, still left one more yr. but she said tt her mother is sick and she wants to go back to take care of her. so my parents just let her go back. shes going back this monday. so fast. new maid so mahfan. must teach them everything from scratch. oh ya. i have new neighbours living just next door. but they're angmohs la. so i cant receive angpao from them. tts the main purpose. i shall wish all my neighbours happynewyr tmr. i hope they'll give me something. just now me and my sister tried wishing my grandparents neighbours happynewyr. but we didnt get angpao. haha. oh ya. i received my first angpao today! my grandparents are going genting tmr, to run away from the newyr. haha every yr also like tt la. yay i'll have fun collecting angpao from tmr till sunday. yay. im sleeeepy. damn sleepy. i can just fall asleep anytime now.

my hse is so flowery. my mother filled the whole living and dining room with flowers. haha. flower power.

eng was terrible. did some compre thing. i got every single question wrong. so pathetic can. got back our ss test, i got the highest. hahaha. but a few pple got the same marks as me la. so not counted. why is everyone shit mean. everyone was damn mean during recess. gnd la. stop insulting pple. during cme, mrtan told us some lame joke abt pierce. haha damn retarded la. had spring cleaning in class. didnt really clean up much thou. tmrs gonna be a short + boring day in sch. we have so much hw during the cny break. eng, physics, ss and chem. still have to study for geog, physics and chinese test. sucks la. so much work. like i can ever do finish.

went to bugis with dong after sch. we were loners again, as usual. we have no friends. so miserable right. anyway walked ard for dontknow how many hours. bought all my stuff. yay. im broke again. as usual. thx dong for shopping with me! bugis village rocks. they have so many clothes there. i shall go again there after cny. anyway i bought 2 slippers and 4 tops. im fuck broke now. anyway walked until our leg pain back pain. yay cny is coming. $$$. food. the clinic which i went to last week is damn cute. haha they just called to check if i've recovered. haha.

yay i finished all my hw. for once. anyway i hate going to sch in the morning. have to walk to tt disgusting busstop. its damn gross and scary can. everytime i walk to tt busstop, something will run across me. a few days ago a rat just ran beside me. and today something ran across, cldn see what it was. its probably a rat. so gross. what if it crawls on my leg. yucks. anyway i hate chem. i totally catch no balls. i dont get a shit abt whats shes talking. amaths is a total question mark too. how come everyone can do the sums mentally. not fair. anyway, during recess, i was feeling damn hungry. so i suggested to dong tt we shd buy 2 bowls of noodles. and she listened to me. haha ya. ate one bowl of laksa and mee soup. i finished it ok. dong eats damn fast. she practically slurps up the noodles. was damn full after that. after sch, it rained like hell. so we borrowed umbrella from missyue. its the bigbig kind. we were damn romantic ok. only both of us, under the umbrella, walking in the heavy rain damn close together. haha. dong was shellfish. she was taking up most of the space under the umbrella. and she kept on rubbing my shoulders. haha damn funny. walao. got one part i almost fall down when walking down the overhead bridge. lucky dong held on to me, if not i wld have fell down. so malu. its ok no one saw. haha. then went to j8. terrible flood. nv go there when its raining. my whole shoe was soaked in water. it was like dripping wet. and there were puddles of water in my shoe. can feel it squishing when u walk. damn gross. then went home had tuition. oh ya. dong is shit mean. she shd just shut up sometimes. i think i'll be her oneandonly friend left sooner or later. haha i swear shes shit mean. shes so insulting and all. haha. she says mean things to pple right in their face.

aiya. i wanna buy 5566's concert tix. but i have no money. shit broke. im trying to con my mother into paying for my ticket. but she wont pay for me. i wanna buy the 129 one. the cheapest one is like 69 can. wth. they increased the price. who do they think they are. and buying 69 = cannot see anything. cus its damn far away. yea. i can slowly save 129 up. like fuck can. the tickets are selling damn fast. the pa block is like the 25th row now. so far away. why everyone buy so fast. so kiasu. we must be kiasu too then. i need to rob a bank. my accomplices can be gerry and sam. i think they both need money to buy tix too.

walao. 5566 can go and die. why must they come on the 14th. fuck off can. go away la. stay in taiwan. come to singapore for what. i have self-awareness camp leh. so irritating. they wanna celebrate valentines day with us or what. i dont mind. haha. but the bloody camp only ends at 12pm. so i cant go to the airport to see them. fuck. lucky i dont like them so much anymore, if not i'll just run away from camp. hope can get tix for mtv asia awards on tt day. im still fighting with my sis for the tix. and they're such asses. their concert tickets for the concert in april is coming out tmr. 149 can. so ex. fuck off la. im fuck broke alr. howhowhow. i wanna buy tmr. if not will get all the lousy seats. i hate 5566.

im dying of all the maths hw.

woke up. went for post con. at least today's post con is not tt boring. its quite nice la. cus there wasnt any bible sharing, i hate that. my grp rocks, got charmaine leow. haha damn funny. so weird, charlotte tiff and karina likes 6600. i find it damn ugly. anyway i used tt phone today, its quite fun to use la. ya back to post con. ok i've got nothing else to say abt it. anyway, we're planning to go house hopping next week during cny to collect angpao. if u hear ur doorbell ring, pls let us in alright. we're bring oranges, dont worry. haha we were practically asking everyone in post con to let us go to their hse during cny to collect angpao. then went to eat lunch at the coffeeshop after tt. oh ya. i found out tt my best friend ,brandon, shares the same interest as me. he likes watching news too. hahaha. karina's fatched fetched me to amk after that. took 88 home. not-loser. i took the wrong direction. and i only realised it after manymany stops. luckily i called vivien and asked her for directions. so malu can. totally not-loser. ya and i finally reached home. my sisters an ass. shes using that phone now. i wanna use it.

boring la. have to go to sch tmr. the weekend past damn fast. back to sch again. but theres only 2 days of sch this week. im trying to finish my hw right now. mrtan gave us 28 amaths questions and 11 graphs for emaths. im dying. i finished my amaths and i left 7 graphs for emaths. i take more than half an hour just to draw one bloody graph. waste my time. so much hw cannnn. i started in the evening and im not even done with it yet. still have alot left. fuck. im sleepy alr.

im feeling damn fucked up now. i cant find my fucking house key. its no where to be found. it just vanished somehow. my phone's security code is fucked up too. its not working. my com has some bloody thing. i think its a virus or something. and i dont know what the hell is wrong with it. and norton doesnt seem to be able to detect the virus. and lastly, i have so much hw. we have 28 questions to do for amaths and millions of graphs to draw for emaths. theres still ss and eng. helllllp. im dying. fuck.