dong abandoned me. she was supposed to go out with me today. but she decided to stay at home. she's insane. then she called me in the afternoon and asked me to go out. anyway, i went out with claudia. shes crazy la. asked me to bring a bag of coins to hougang cus she cldnt get any donations for flag day. mad la, i didnt go anyway. met her in sommerset. had my cheapo haircut. then went to heeren. the pple there are crazy. they went nuts just to get mtvasiaawards tickets. then went taka and took the train to bugis. bought skirts. i finally bought the topshop one. and i bought another cheapo skirt which was on 70percent discount. i seriously have no tops now. and im bankrupt again. i dont wanna do banking and finiancal services(trading) anymore. i heard its damn easy to lose money. but it looks damn fun. haiya then took mrt to my grandma's hse. my cousins are damn perverted. nvm. ate there and watched some gambling show on channel eight. i must learn how to change my cards too. shall start practicing. i feel like canceling my tuition tmr. but cant la. my mother will murder me. i wanna watch magic kitchen. anyone wants to watch?

forgot to blog this yday. mrchan draws horrible testtubes. it looks more like something else to me. haha so he made it angular. sheeet funny. and ubrina is gross. she gave me expired gel in sch. and i used it. so funky right i can spike my hair.

we have no hw this entire week. for once. actually got hw la, but its not impt hw. pe rocks. we didnt have to run 2.4. we played soccer. i swear we were damn gd. we shd join the singapore team. the ball was flying in all directions. i didnt sleep in class for once. tts cus i slept early last night. haha i concentrated in class ok. anyway recess is back to normal. i had my normal food. mee soup + 2 chicken drumsticks. haha yummmy. i can finally eat. im back to starving next week. need money. went to sp after sch. helena is super gross. shall not elaborate. anyway, the pple there likes to bully us. they bring us to boring places. walked like hell. the place is damn big. banking and financial looks damn fun. anyway they dont have to course that i want in sp. took 2 hrs to reach home. so far, wonder how my sis can tahan. yayyyyy. they're finally coming again. and of all places, junctioneight. haha. so heeep. dong is horrible. she doesnt wanna go with me to junctioneight arcade. haha.

just came back from my auntie's hse. had dinner there. last day of cny. which is also chinese valentines day. the food was great. my toto nv win ok. of course wont win la. only 3 of the numbers i bought came out. need one more number. anyway watched fear factor there. damn gross.

the sch cheated our feelings. supposed to go singaporepoly today. but we're going tmr instead. dont know why also. any cath was haha. she cldnt stop telling us tt men has high sex drive. she repeated it dont know how many times. and how we shd invest in thick padded bras. mainly wacoal and truimph. haha cath is quite fun actually. aiya i got no mood to blog now la. bye.

yay. i finished studying history and emaths. k i didnt study emaths, theres nothing to do except tighten my compass. today is a sleepy day. kept on dozing off during geog and chem. i shd start sleeping early. maybe i shd sleep after dinner next time. if not i'll be damn sleepy during lessons. i cant even keep my eyeslids open. i only can stay awake during maths lessons. dont know why. failed my chinese. fail until damn pathetic. i think im gonna get transfered to another class soon. i dont belong to the B class. im gonna study for my next chinese ca. i always say that. haha but im really gonna study. yay my father helped me buy toto alr. my father bought 11 sets of toto. haha i bought one only. obviously i wont win. haha. if i win i'll treat u all roti prata ok. so generous right. had chem prac after sch. i kept on smelling ammonia. damn gross. dont simply poured the ammonia in front of me. damn choking. oh ya. during recess, i only ate one piece of pathetic chicken drumstick. tts all ok. oh ya and candice treated us one bowl of fishball soup. cus she won 80 bucks from us. and me and dong had to share tt pathetic fishball soup. and i koped drink from yilin. so i only spent one dollar for recess. haha. so poor thing ok. i ate so little. what happened to my 23 fishballs and mee soup. went home and there was no lunch. my maid doesnt know how to cook. and there was something wrong with the frozen pizza. it was chaotar but the cheese didnt melt. so had to eat instant noodles. so poooorthing. i neeed real food. happy starving again tmr. and for the rest of next week. yay. american idol later. singapore poly tmr. so fun.

where did my neoprints fly to. i cant find it. i think i dropped the whole bunch of it somewhere. my precious neoprintsss! its gonegonegone.

failed my physics. expected la. mrchan gave us one stack of notes to copy. so much can. he only said after the test tt if we failed we have to copy notes. if i knew i wld have studied. cheryl loves bullying me. she cant stop bullying me. today she used a marker and drew on my face. who knows, she might even bring a gun to sch and kill me tmr. i have dangerous partners. haha. and jamie and yiwen are gross. they talk abt shaking beds. they think i didnt hear cus i was sleeping. but i heard everything. haha. ate quite alot for recess. 23 fishballs + mee soup. haha. felt damn hungry ok. went to steph's hse after sch. her hse damn nice. only she, her bro and her maid live there. and she gets the master bedroom + bigbig toilet + walk-in-wardrobe. so lucky right, i wanna move in with her too. her maids room is muchmuch bigger than mine. i wanna be her maid also. anyway candice cooked for us. haha she can be housewife next time. she cooked sotong and some crepe thing for us. quite nice la. then started gambling. im forever losing. at first i was supposed to stop after losing 20. but cant stop la. haha lost 34 at first. then slowly won back some and lost 22 in the end. candice ate up all our money. why cant i win for once. anyway, im immune to losing alr. im used to it. somehow i dont feel sad. haha. at least i didnt gamble all my allowence away. i have some money left. dong squated like some ahpek when she was the gambler. haha it kinda worked. gambled for abt 3 hrs plus. i love gamblinggg. anyone wanna gamble? must call me ok. haha damn easy to win my money. im addicted to gambling! haha so fun. who cares if i win or lose. howhowhow. i have no money now. im gonna eat less for recess this week.

unbeatables

boring day. met mathilda in j8 at 4. walked ard. theres seriously nothing to do there. anyway i'll never go to the arcade there again. i'll just malu myself. the place is filled with bengs, and they're all damn pro. even the smallsmall boy play daytona until so pro. so we just stood there and stare. i wont ever go there and play again. was supposed to watch a movie, but it was damn crowded. and expensive. mat thinks im damn cheapskate. i think i'll cut cost for vday this yr. just get everyone sweets la. its the thought tt counts ok. i'll buy for the whole class sweets. so generous right. haha dont scold me ok. im broke. times are bad. economic crisis. i'll give my classmates one sweet each. and my gdfriends can get a few sweets. haha. u all shd be happy ok. then bought kaya toast. so scary. they gave me 2 big bags of kaya toast instead of the 2 pieces which i ordered. there were more than 20 pieces inside the bag. haha i shd have just shutup and take it home. but im honest. haha.

went home and left for dinner with my family at ivins. the food rocks. beef rendang and sambal kangkong rocks. ordered so many dishes. the food is damn cheap and gd. my maid so poor thing. we forgot tt she cldnt take chilli, and almost everything we ordered was spicy. anyway we ate non-stop. im feel so bloated now. i feel like puking. i shd learn to control and stop eating when im full. if not, i wld have to go for tough club soon. im gonna grow fat. next we went to video ezy to rent vcds. then we went home.

sian la. sch tmr. boringggg. i hate sch. oh ya two new albums are up on the left side of the screen. go check them out. howhowhow. i feel so broke. my mother said tt we must put half of our angpao money in the bank. so me and my sis lied to her tt we only collected 400 bucks. so we have to put 200 in the bank, which means, i'll be left with nothing! im bankrupt. anyway wanna donate money to me? i shd really stop spending my money. its time to learn how to save. yay can go singaporepoly for open hse this thursday and friday. so fun. but i wanna take hospitality. sucks la must go for interview before u can get into the course. why am i planning so fast for what, theres still a longlong way to go. or i dont mind taking info-communications technology. aiya shut up la. i shd stop blogging rubbish. nowadays, i dont know why i like to blog alot. cant stop blogging. addicted la. everyone's gonna stop reading my blog if i continue my nonsense. so i shall stop here.

im bored.
im stucked at home
i wanna gamble
i need money
im addicted to gambling
i shall start buying 4D toto and bet on soccer and horseracing
i wanna play blackjack
anyone wanna play with me
ok im gonna do my ss essay now
shall blog later

got this from brendan's blog.
http://www.williamhung.net/
go watch the audition video. he's so cute. haha.

ahhhhhhhh. im broke. my angpao money only left abt 250 now. what happened to my 642 bucks? it flew away. i just realised i spend my money damn fast. i wanna work and earn money. i can be like "shancai". maybe i shd work after sch. i wanna work in a supermarket. so fun. i neeed cash. maybe i shd stop spending so much and save up. i shd starve again during recess, like last yr. i'll be rich if i do tt, but i cant tahan la. or maybe i shd just eat less during recess. i shdnt eat all the junk. just one bowl of noodles plus a drink is enough. shdnt buy anymore otah bread and fishballsoup. i think i eat too much. next time im gonna marry a rich old man and when he dies, i'll be rich. im gonna be a taitai, perm my hair and play mahjong. ya tts abt it.

didnt go for mass and postcon. nvm im holy enough. went out with my sis and samho. sam wear until damn sexy. even the ahpek said byebye to her in the food court. haha. left to meet dan at four. walkwalkwalk. so irritating. i still havent bought the topshop skirt. i'll buy it soon. then pei came to meet us. started raining, damn gross. my slippers were soggy. i bought clothes again. tts why im so broke now. i think i shd stop buying skirts. i have no tops now. my tops all look the same, the plain type. no one can ever tell the difference, except me. nvm. anyway pei is damn biantai. she always open the curtain when im trying on clothes. haha. then we went for dinner at lips. had a hard time eating the chicken. we were eating my grandparents, the meat was damn tough. walked ard and went home. oh ya i cancelled my maths tuition again. i bet he's damn angry with me. haha im depriving him of earning money. i havent even had maths tuition since 2004. nvm i'll have tuition next week. i wanna gamble. anyone wanna gamble? invite me ok.