ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh. study study study!

i love studying, i hate pool!

yes, really. anyway woke up early for amaths mock prelim. and it sucked, i think it was the june olevel paper for this year. its damn difficult, i left so many questions blank. went fareast to eat chicken rice, and all of them were disgusted cus i ordered liver. haha its nice. took neos, and went back to sch for chem lessons. lef early, went to monstercue! the uncle's reaction was so funny when he saw me, hahaha. played with rene, walao hes damn pro. clear the table damn fast, and he got rid of his super long fringe. haha. then played with the rest, so ex. i spent so much on pool again. went for evening mass, dinner at ahseah. went back to monstercue, and here i am at home.

ok im really gonna stop playing pool. i know i said that the last time, but ya. haha really, its a sunday tmr and im going to stay at home! no more pooool, until sep holidays. promise! but that wld be like in the middle of my prelims, fuck. ahhh how can i not play pool on sunday? sunday leh! its a weekly routine with ihm people. but nvm la, sacrifice for prelims. i wont go for postcon, or go ahseah. i'll stay at home and make my parents happy, but i bet i'll be sleeping. hah.

my fuck i almost died laughing just now. watched my big fat obnoxious fiance, and its oh my fuck funny. haha watch every friday at ten! haha fucking funny, you will die laughing.

went to thomson and junctioneight just now in search of my tenyearseries. but they all happen to be out of stock, hell prelims are like in 14 days or so and my tenyearseries is outdated. they only have the yearly one but i want the one by topics. anyway sch was quite okay la, lessons were kind of slack. went for tennis after sch but by the time we went, there was like only ten minutes left till it ends, so she didnt want to mark our attendance. we could have went for chem instead, waste our time.

its a friday night, and what am i doing at home? haha i almost went to monstercue ok, but i didnt! not as if im doing any work at home, haha. so might as well go. stupid paul tempt me, luckily i didnt go. and i was planning to go tmr, but dont know why suddenly everyone ask me to go play pool with them. ahhh fuck, im not supposed to go, but im going. haha.

hah my chinese results sucks. i got a shit grade that everyone else in the world got - 3. my oral sucks la, merit. wtfwtfwtf the whole world got 3! like 77 pple got 3 from our level, see get what i mean. i feel lousy. and this is our very first time in ij theres 100% passes for chinese! misstan was so happy. haha. im still considering if i should retake. haha my tuitiontcher said yes, my mom said no. and i dont know. haha. ahhhhhhhh i dont knowwwww! i dont want to waste my time on chinese anymore, i rather spend my time on other subjects. haha, yea right, as if i'll work hard on other subjects. in that case i rather retake and spend my time studying chinese rather then fooling around. rahhh i should have studied harder and earlier, now i regret. but its all too late! and we cant retake orals, and my orals so lousy. actually can retake orals la, i'll take my chinese paper again next year then. haha. i will cry. aiya i hate my marks, its gross and disgusting. its like in the middle, dont know whether to retake or not!

school sucks. we werent allowed to go see zhangfengqi. go read shang's blog la. she accused me of lying, but please, i wouldnt even dare to lie to her. and after lessons we ran all the way there, but we were too late. fuck it. and everyone else who saw him sing had said it was good. to hell with it. its time to studyyyyyyyy. yes i love studying.

happy sweet sixteen shang!

haha check out the time. what the fuck i forgot to blog! haha. feels like shit going back to sch, but i didnt sleep during lessons. unlike yiwen, who kept on dozing off, damn funny. haha anyway pe was shiok, didnt take again. haha so i just slept on the basketball court. haha i think the other pple thought i was damn sick, dying or something, cus i was lying flat on the court. the floor damn hard la, but i was damn sleepy la! then no where else to sleep. hah. and the rest of the lessons were boring! oh ya assembly was nice too, sleeping time. at least i dont sleep during lessons! had phy/chem mock prelim prac after sch, and it was rubbish please. so fucking hard, i screwed it up. i think me and vivien were the only idiots who moved the pin instead of the line. ahhh so dumb, fail the whole thing alr la! luckily its only a mock prelim, or i'll die. and the chem one so hard, all the qa stuff, i cant test for gas. like got nothing evolve like that. ahhhh fuck it la.

went home and did some homework, but i havent started studying. die. watched singapore idol, quite funny la. banana man rocks. i almost forgot to watch amazing race, haha but luckily i watched the one on channel five. dieee, a lot of pple say getting back results tmr, i dont want. i dont want to retake, ahhh fuck. zhangfengqi is coming to our sch tmr for a mini concert, or performance, but we cant go and see. cus its only for sec twos and threes. so bloody unfair! i want to seeeeeee! its like a star coming to our sch, how can they not allow us to go! its once in a lifetime thing! his songs are quite nice too! but its gonna be missyip's lesson at that time and she'll never allow us to go and see. wtf ahhh shit. why like that!

i wanna cry. i dont want to go back to sch, its such a torture. i hate schhhhhhhhh! im just not meant to study. ahhhhh i hate sch. i dont want to study, but i have to. prelims are like in two weeks time, i have to work hard. im still not in the mood, someone, motivate me!

ahhhh. i spent like sooooo much money on pool since thursday. i cld have used the money to buy a whole wardrobe of clothes instead. anyway i've counted, played pool for 28.5 hours since thursday! haha MADMADMAD. shit monstercue is addictive. ok i'll stop going there, the most i'll go once a week, i promise! shit i'll miss the balls, the table, the cue, the sofa, the tv, the people, the metal chair and the uncle! i must have self-discipline. fuck.

happy bday gennnnnnn!

went monstercue again. whats new! wah they all damn mean, bastarding me the whole time! haha. ok i got nothing else to blog abt.

i feel depressed. its always like that when i have to go back to sch the next day. i hate the feeling of going back to sch after such a long break. aiyaaaaaa. getting back chinese results soon, i dont know when, but a lot of pple said tmr. die. i wannnnnnnnnnnnt to go monstercue. fuck. someone lock me up. theres nothing to do at home! besides homework and more homework. i still have loads of uncompleted homework, but im lazy to do. argh whats wrong with me, everyone's in the mood but im not. fuck. life is boringgggggggg.

monday.
im tired. just came back from monstercue.

ehh. let me think. oh ya.

happy birthday singapore!

ya. wasnt supposed to go out today, but i kind of sneaked out. went monstercue, played. but so ex, nine per hour. so we walked to cuppage and tried to find the pool place, but cldnt find. besides, it was so ulu and scary there. smelly too, haha. so many scary people walking ard. so we went back to monstercue. went home for dinner after that, watched half of ndp. went back to monstercue after that, haha. my parents werent too happy, but im happy. missed the fireworks, argh. reached there just in time to watch singapore idol. didnt really concentrate though, was busy playing. wah the uncle so nice, give us 25percent discount. so its like six bucks cheaper, plus he gave us free rojak which his wife made. haha. yes benefits of going to monstercue. but i spent like another twenty bucks on pool today. helppp, i need financial help. i want to go tmr leh, but i must study. plus im broke. but im still going. hah. anyway we wanted to go supper after that, but it was damn late alr. and if i go i'll have no money to cab home. i feel like eating prata la. haha nvm, look on the bright side, i can lose weight.

p a u l i s a b a s t a r d
haha stop laughing and making fun of me la.

woke up late, so went for 10.45 mass instead. then went for postcon after that, haha i came at the right time, just after bible sharing. ate at ahseah and walked to serangoon mrt with the rest and met rovi and rayner. took nel to dhoby ghaut, the rest went to watch movie so we went to monstercue. im broke again. ahhhh but nvm, i had fun playing. wah shiok, pooled from thursday friday sat sun! haha i want to go on monday and tuesday too. haha i confirm go la, but my mother is going to kill me. she nagged so much today! so promised her good results for prelims so that she'll stop nagging. die, i hope i dont break my promise. i have no intentions of studying or doing any homework during this long break, but i swear im going to start after the break. i better! so im going to enjoyyyyyyy, and pooool! but therse so much hw, amaths emaths chem physics, all exam paper. how on earth am i going to complete. aiya fuck it la. anyway played pool for abt four hours. haha.

went to esplanade. like fuck, wrong choice. me and samyeo managed to squeeze on the train heading towards marinabay, and it was fucking crowded. the train was packed like sardines and it was horrible. so smelly and stuffy. gross shit. when i came out of city hall mrt, it was worse. everyone almost fell down on the escalator cus it was all jammed up. it was damn crowded la, cus everyone wanted to see the fireworks, and we planned to have dinner at esplanade even before we knew abt the fireworks thing. anyway i took like so long to get to the restaurant cus it was bloody crowded, had to squeeze like mad. saw fengting on the way. anyway ate at "al dente" with my sister, rudy and my mom. food was good and the tiramisu was heaven! but service was quite bad cus it was packed. we planned to leave before the fireworks ended but in the end, we stayed to watch the fireworks! haha it was fucking nice! its like....wahhhh. its different from what you see on tv! haha but the one in disneyland nicer la. but its nice for singapore. i think its even nicer then national day one. then everyone was like "wahhhh wAHHH" hahaha. but the sound damn loud la. but its so nice, so colourful and pretty! anyway we left, wanted to take a cab but the roads were all jammed up. so we took mrt instead, managed to squeeze. wanted to watch brotherhood in junction eight but dont have alr. haha aiya i want to watch brotherhoood! heard its fucking good.

everyone please wear red tmr, be proud to be a singaporean!